Shivanya pov

I was running as fast as I could. I saw some someone over the cliff. I don't know whether it was my imagination or not.

But that arrow near my leg was proof that I wasn't imagining. It was him. I wasn't scared of myself, i was scared of people around me.

This time I reached faster than before. Somehow, I wanted to reach before him, so he couldn't get any doubt on me. 

"Anya. What took you so long ? Everyone has already come " taara asked

"Everyone reached " I asked looking around.

"Yess. Raana sa has been waiting for you so long. "

"Raana sa " i looked at her suddenly "why is he waiting for me ?"i whispered "where is he?"

She pointed towards his tent. I was feeling liking walking on fire. I was getting chills in my body.

I went near his tent.

Guards removed the spear to let me enter. I saw general raghav was standing along with guard while looking me with sympathetic eyes.

Even my payal (anklets ) was very simple. It doesn't have any bells that will make sound while walking around. Maids told he doesn't like any of these sounds.

I took a deep breath and went inside.
He was sitting on the chair with his eyes closed. Just like I saw him first time having his one arm on the armrest of chair and resting his head in his arm. My heartbeat were so loud echoing in my chest. It was so silent that if needle falls on the ground , anyone can hear it's sound clearly.

I was standing at a little distance from him and was going to speak.

"Come here " he patted his thighs.

My eyes widen listening this along with increase in my heartbeat.

Why should I come there ? Have you lost your mind you asshole. I wanted to say these words out aloud but they all stuck in my throat when I saw him tapping his fingers on chair like he was humming some music.

Definition of music is different for him.

I doubt if I dared to speak anything, he will burst out. No one was there to save me. There was only single firestick which was burning near his chair.

I gulped and took some slow step moving towards him. He moved  hand from his thighs to chair so that I can sit.

How can I sit here ?

"Sit fire " he said a little loud making me jump a little.

I lowered myself to sit on his left thigh. My both legs were on one side.

"Not like this. Sit properly " he commanded "both legs on each side "

I felt my heart will come out of my chest. He pushed his knees in between my legs to open them a little.

With my lehenga , how can I sit on him like this ?

At that time, I couldn't dare to say no to him.

I closed my eyes while sitting on his thighs. I can feel fabric of my panties touching his clothes. I was straddling him with my legs on each side of his leg. Not even real husband wife sit like that the way we were.

I put my hands on my lehenga.
He took a deep breath while opening his eyes slowly. They were calm and dangerous.

"You seem to be tired. Did you come here running ?" He asked in concern tucking a loose strand of my hair behind my ear.

One thing I noticed in these days were no one can predict what is going in his mind specially when he is angry. I understood what Maan Singh was saying that his face is a facade.

"I..I am okay raana sa " I replied looking down while  unconsciously peeling skin of my thumb.

"Don't do that. You will hurt yourself " He whispered too sweetly while taking my hand in his and bringing it close to his nose. He inhaled deeply. I shift a little on his lap feeling like I will fall down.

He put his other arm around my waist keeping me at place.

(Araam se baithiye raani sa. Aage se aapki baithne ki jagah humari jaanghein hi hongi. Jitni jaldi adat par Jaye acha h )

"Sit comfortably raani sa. From now onwards, your place to sit will be my thighs only. The sooner you get habitual of it, it will be better for you "

He claimed it in final tone with seriousness making my palm go sweaty.

There were some guards in the tent whose eyes were digging in the ground.  He doesn't care about anyone.

I didn't dare to loose all my weight there. But he pulled my arm towards him making me to shift towards him more. Completely above him. As a sudden reaction I hold his shoulder from my other hand for support.  I look down , i was too close to his thing.

Because of height difference. My feet were swinging little in air. If I haven't wearing panties, than my bare crotch would be touching his thighs.

I can feel heat radiating from my cheeks. He must have known that I am wearing something inside as I can see very little smirk on his lips.

I can Inhale his fragrance more. I can almost hear his heartbeats. They were slow and steady unlike mine who is running like there is no tomorrow.

I can feel little wetness. No. Why ? From last night, why am feeling this again and again. The situation I am in, I should be scared.

"You haven't lost your fragrance. "He whispered and  didn't say anything for some minutes and just keep inhaling my fingers.

He leaned his head on chair while rubbing his thumb on my fingers
"I have a present for you "

My brows wrinkled in confusion.He clapped 2 times. Just than some guards came bringing that huge steel box along with them.

"Open it " he ordered them with a smile.

He smiled.

He didn't smirk. He smiled. It means it's not good.

One of the guards opened the trunk and as soon my eyes falls on the things inside it

"Aahhhhhh...." A loud scream left my mouth looking at the small body pieces of a human kept in that box. There was a pile of flesh coating in blood was kept in it. I shut my eyes tightly.

It is worse than just dying.

"Open your eyes. Do you know whose body is this ?" He smiled widely.

First thought came in my mind was  it was body of rituraj. I quickly opened my eyes to see to see a little necklace was there in the  box. I saw that necklace in maid's neck. My eyes opened wide.

"Raana sa..I..is this that maid ? " I looked him terrified. My hands were unknowingly shivering "h..how could you do that ?"

"Count them " he ordered me calmly.

"You have gone crazy " I was going to stood up from his lap but he put his palm on my lap almost digging his nails in my skin.

"Didn't you hear me ? Did I tell you to stand ? Count them "

"Do you think I will follow you blindly?" I shouted trying to push him

"Haven't you thought of doing the same thing to me?"

I looked him suddenly.

"I have never thought of going to this extent " i replied seriously controlling myself not to puke.

(Iska matlab aap abhi Hume Marne k liye shaksham nahi h. Ya to isi tarah humara katal kariyega ya fir rehne dijiyega )

"Than it means you are not ready to kill me yet. Either kill me like this or don't " he grabbed my waist a little more tight "

"  No poison will be able to kill me fire. Either hate me this much, or I doubt your hate won't be enough to kill him "

I was staring in his eyes like crazy. I am bad but he was evil.

"Count it " he ordered again"I am going to gift this to prince rituraj. I have to make sure we write exact number on the scroll "

Guard bring a piece of her finger in front of me. His hold on my waist was telling me that he won't leave me until I complete the counting.

"1" i controlled myself and started counting

Then he bring her ear

"2"

"I will vomit. I can't continue " I shook my head quickly. There were flesh of skin laying there along with smell of blood. How could he even do this ?

"You are allowed to vomit here. But first complete the counting "

I looked him unbelievably.

"This is the most easiest punishment raani sa. You get best husband in this world. You should be glad that I am not ordering you to cut this dead body in some more short pieces. I like cute little small things " he gritted his teeth while grabbing my thighs more making me winced a little in pain.

"3" i begin counting again

His eyes didn't left mine even for a second.

"10"

I keep gulping the liquid in my throat.
They keep bringing out body parts and keep counting them. I was feeling nauseated when they bring out eye balls of that maid.

"110...."

"Raghav told me they are 94 pieces. Was he also weak in counting like me? Did you do any mistake in counting fire ? Should I make you recount them again ? "

"Stop it....stop it " I shouted breathing heavily. i couldn't control anymore. I can't bear this smell.

He turned me towards him while hiding my face in his chest. I fisted his kurta in my hand while inhaling deeply.

"Why are you doing all this ?  Why didnt you kill me at that time ? "

"I remembered the food I tasted last night. " he whispered in low voice. I fisted his kurta some more. His fragrance has overpowered all other smell around me. My breathing started to calm down when he caressed his hand over my head slowly.

(Hum aasman se utre koi farishtey ni h raani sa jo Khushi Khushi kurbaaniya dete fire.. Hum jehnoom k shaitan h. Agar kuch paa na sake, to cheen lenge. )

"I am not an angel from heaven raani sa who will sacrifice everything with a smile on his face. I am devil of hell. If I can't get something, than I will snatch it " he pulled me more towards him if possible almost rubbing me over his thighs.

"Next time it will prince of jamrath's body whom you will count like this " he breathed in my ear

(Aapke jism p , aapke jehen m, kisi bhi or mard ki mehek bardasht ni karenge hum. Jaan nikal denge aapki or har us shaksh ki..)

"I won't tolerate any other man's scent on your body or in your mind. I will squeeze out your and that person's life out of your body " 

He whispered making my whole body shiver for some seconds . I came out of the miraj of his fragrance . I can see death glare in his eyes, a madness which can scare anyone. He removed his hand from my thighs.

I stood up from his leg and ran out of there not turning back even for once.

I vomitted everything which I ate. I don't think I will ever be able to forget that scene in my life.

"Anya..are you okay ? What happened ?" Taara came running towards me in fear

I quickly hugged taara. My eyes filled with water.

"What I was thinking of doing all my life, he did it for real. I can see satisfaction in his eyes when he was looking those dead body pieces. He isn't scared of anything taara  "

"Anya..what raana sa has did ? What happened " she asked in concern.

"No one has ever said like this to me. He won't let me go from here taara. I can see in his eyes " i replied hugging her more tightly

"Did he hurt you ? Anya I know I am just a low maid but if required I can fight for you with raana sa too "

I chuckled a little..

"It was not because of raana sa taara " I whispered closing my eyes " it is because of me "

"What do you mean anya ?" She asked confused.

I am not stupid. Somewhere in my heart I know what is happening to me. I slowly touched inside my lehenga to feel it was little wet.

I gulped.

I don't want it.  I don't want to have any good feeling for him. Those words he said to me just now . It makes me feel good.

How can situations like that can make me feel like this ? Is there some problem with my brain ? I want to hate him. I want to hate him so much so that I can kill him.

But why couldn't i hate him ? He made me sit on his lap and..

And..

And I like it.

How can I enjoy sitting in my enemy's lap ? I like straddling him like that. i wanted to rub myself. I wanted to....

I don't even want to imagine. From first night till now, he hasn't done anything which will make me hate him to this extent except capturing my bhai sa.

And that reason should be enough for me to hate him.

But it isn't feeling enough.

He cut a person's body into so many pieces . He is insane. I shouldn't go near him. 

Mahadev...what are you doing to me ? I just want to have 1 thought that's is to kill him but why am getting so many thoughts for him.

"Taara, why didn't prince rituraj said me those words as raana sa said just now " i whispered .  I remembered my conversation with rituraj.

Shivanya flashback

"Princess are you okay " rituraj asked staring me up and down. I nodded my head feeling all emotional.

He opened his arms and was going to hug me when unknowingly I took some steps back while lowering my eyes.

"Shivanya " he whispered. I can hear little sadness mixed with anger in his voice

He should be angry. He came all the way here just to meet me and I couldn't even touch him.

My back touched the tree. Raana Sa's  locket dangling in my neck was my nupital chain now and it was telling me that no matter what , I am married now. I slowly shook my head.

He was staring my hairline filled with vermillion while fisting his hand. "That Advay. He will pay for it "

"Princess , do you trust me ?" He asked all of a sudden.

He is best friend of bhai sa. I only know him now. I don't have any other option to trust him. I slowly nodded my head in yess. A smile came on his lips. He held my hand in his quickly.

"Prince.." I was going to pull back my hand

"I just need your trust princess. I will never break your and samay's trust on me " he smiled.

I couldn't pull out my hand listening this. This is the first time I am actually talking to him. 

"Princess, i have someone in the palace who will help you " he whispered coming closer to my ear.

"Who ?" I asked confused.

"That person will meet you soon " he replied looking around " you just remember that  Advay is our enemy. He has hurted your bhai sa so much and never ever forget that. "

"I will never forget that . But Prince how do you came to know about raana sa ? How Bhai sa came to  know him ? Why we have any connection with Mahawargarh ? Why raana sa attacked us ? "

I asked the question which was bothering me for so long. He kept staring me for some seconds .

"It's just because of some political matter princess. You shouldnt get involved in this. Your bhai sa hasn't done anything wrong. It is all that bastard Advay's fault. No matter what he say, don't believe him ever. He can do anything to manipulate you. Am sure he will try to turn you against samay. " He instructed me while clenching his teeth in anger.

I didn't ask raana sa anything. I don't know what he will say.

"Right now, I can't take you with me or don't know what he will do to samay.  You have to give me all info about advay only than I will be able to take you and samay out of his cage. "

"But how will I give you all info and what info do you want ?" 

"He is illetrate and this will be our biggest advantage. There are so many enemies in his own family. And you have to find out that enemy. You will write everything to me but not in our usual language  " he thought for some seconds.

"Samay told me that you know some foreign languages " he asked looking at my fingers.

I know some of them. But why Bhai sa told him this ? No one knows about this.

"I was curious to know about you " he replied noticing doubt on my face "when I saw you first time in the mela (fest). So asked detail from samay  "

I remembered that day and a little smile came on my face. He rubbed his thumb on my fingers.

" Right now only you can help your bhai sa. firstly, find your bhai sa and gave him this  "

He gave me a ring. It has big red pearl in between it. It was not of bhai sa.i looked him confused. 

"He will understood that he is not alone. I am with him " he smiled and came more close to me " and you too " he completed

I didn't know how to react.

"Prince...."

Before I could say anything , I saw an arrow near my leg. There was a snake which was going to bite me. Rituraj quickly took some steps back

"From where this arrow came ?" He asked startled.

I was feeling like someone is staring me.i turned around a little to see a huge figure standing on the cliff.

I can recognise him even from his shadow.

"Shivanya i " before rituraj could say anything I pushed him more and ran away from there.

Don't know why, but my legs couldn't stop. I was feeling like I am cheating.

I am cheating raana sa.

Even though we don't have any love relation.

Shivanya flashback ends

Raana Sa's words  held so much power  possessiveness . When he said he could bear anyone's smell on my body , he was serious. I can sense it. He could have killed me too. I doubt to how many woman he said those words.

Just Imagining another women, I felt a sting in my heart.

Why prince rituraj didn't say to me like him?

Because they both are different. My subconscious reminded me. Prince Rituraj is very capable prince. He is perfect in every aspect. I can't compare him to anyone.

I gulped "Why I am feeling so strange . Why I am included in all this ?" I mentally slapped myself.

"Taara can you help me open this blouse ?" I asked frustratingly moving my fingers on my back.

"Anya . What kind of knots have you tied ? And how ? It's not opening.  " She used her strength to pull them.

"Try to loosen it a little. I will die like this " i said trying to look back.

She kept trying for some 15-20 minutes but nothing worked

"Woaahh..it isn't even looseing " taara exclaimed while panting "  What were you doing with your blouse ? These are strings not some rope Anya.  It seems you have tied them for forever"

Asshole. How could he tied them so tight.
I scratched my arms..there are lot of mosquitos here.

"Bring a knife. Cut it " I ordered in anger.

Just than a maid came there. 

"Raani sa, all preparations of tomorrow's Prasad have been done "

I remembered I told the maids, that I will prepare Prasad for devi maa(goddess) as maa sa told me to do that. I couldn't deny her.

"Anya , I bring the knife. Should I cut it ?" Taara asked

I looked outside. Sun is going to rise soon. We have to go to temple at early morning.  I don't have much time left.

"First I will prepare Prasad. I will change my clothes later " I said and went with the maid towards open kitchen area where everything was arranged and started working.

I didn't realise the time when I finished preparing it. It gets very late.  I return to my tent. Raana sa wasn't there. It will be good if he sleep separately tonight.

I lay down on the bed. I was so tired. As soon I tried to sleep, all those dead body parts came in front of my eyes. I woke up with a jolt while panting heavily.

I could see those flesh, blood , eyes in front of me.

I couldn't sleep .

I felt like someone is watching me. Just then I heared noises of insect. I clutched bedsheet . In normal days, these sound look good but now they are giving creepy vibes.

"What is this noise ? What if wild animal come here ? "

I stood up from bed and went outside. It was silent everywhere. Everyone must be sleeping by now.

Raana sa was sleeping outside the tent on the ground while his both arms crossed under his head.

I looked at tent and then him. Both are scary. I was tired. I just wanted to sleep.

I took a deep breath and went towards him. His face was on other side. Without making any noise, I lay down beside him at a little distance.

If any animal come this side , than first it will eat him. He was at the forest's side.

I couldn't find proper place for my head. It was too Rocky and hard.  I don't mind other area, but I need something below my head.

Just then i felt his arm touching my head..my breath hitched. I froze where I was.

"Don't tell me he woke up. What if he make me count those dead bodies again " I slapped my forehead like crazy while turning my head a little to look at him.

He was laying flat while his eyes were closed.

I stare his arm. My eyes were feeling heavy. Without thinking much, I lay down slowly on his biceps. I inhaled his arm. He was smelling fresh like woods. He must have taken a bath.

It was so comfortable.

Except this fucking blouse.

I moved my fingers on strings again to loosen it. It is making me angry now.

"Don't move. If you want to sleep, stay still " he groaned . His voice was sleepy.

He is very light sleeper. He woke up even with little noise. It seems I woke him.

"It's not opening , you tied it so tightly " I took a deep sigh "Which type of knot had you tied ?"

"Knot which we used in war " he replied

"This is my blouse " I yelled. How can he compare my blouse with his war equipments.

"I know only this type of knot  " he shrugged his shoulder.

"Open it " I ordered

He opened his eyes suddenly and staring me like I have gone crazy.

"I have to touch you for that " he said innocently. He loves to hold grudges.  I rolled my eyes.

"I can't even breathe properly. Open it right now raana sa  " i glared him "hehhe...pleaseee "  I added please while smiling sheepishly when his eyes started turning angry. I shouldn't forget he is Raana sa.

"Lay down " he gestured through his eyes.

I laid down on my stomach. My back was visible to him. I slide down my dupatta. It was suffocating now. He tried to remove his hand from under my head but I didn't budge.

I am angry. I was controlling my urge to not bite his biceps in anger.

He didn't protest and used his another hand to work on my strings.

"Raana sa ..."

"Hmmm.." he hummed while his fingers were moving on my strings.

"Why did you do that to my bhai sa ? " Words came out of my mouth on their own. After meeting rituraj , this is bothering me more. I also want to know what he will reply .

"What has he done that you announced war against my family ?" He stopped for some seconds before continuing his work again

"Will you believe me ?" He questioned back.

I lowered my eyes while poking his arm unconsciously. He removed his hand from my blouse

"It's won't open like this. I will open it from my teeth " he informed me.

I nodded my head. He bend down. I can feel his warm breath on my skin before his lips brushed against my skin. His one arm was still under my head. I fisted his biceps tightly.

I can feel his teeth on strings of my blouse.

"Let me meet my bhai sa "

He stopped for some seconds.

"Atleast i deserved to know the truth. I want to know the truth. Why we are suffering. Why I am in this situation" I muttered under my breath.

"I will let you meet your bhai sa " he whispered.

I raised my head to look at him. I never expected him to get agree so easily. I will give that ring to bhai sa which rituraj gave me. Moreover, I really want to know the reason .

This is so easy. Really. I controlled my smile. I noticed berries in my dupatta which I picked at the evening.

I slowly took out one and started eating it. Ummm...so delicious.

"Tomorrow , after kuldevi maa darshan, when we reached the palace,  I will let you meet your bhai sa " he mumbled against my blouse "You should also know real face of your brother "

No. I won't doubt Bhai sa. I will listen first from him.

I could feel his beared tickling on my skin. His nose was rubbing on my other strings and inhaling deeply.

What is taking him so long to open it ?

"But i have a condition "

"What condition ?" I asked preparing myself for all the possibilities he could ask for.

"You have to call me Arya " I can feel mischievous in his voice and some berries stick in my throat when I feel tip of his tongue on my back for some 3 seconds.

I looked him suddenly. Just for one word, he is ready to let me meet Bhai sa. Why is he so desperate to hear this ? 

"Why are you scratching like a monkey ?" He furrowed his brows

"Because there are lot of mosquitos. Aren't you feeling itching ?" I asked scratching my arm some more.

"Guards have already burned Kapoor  (camphor) around the area  to avoid mosquitos. Wait a second. What are you eating ?" He asked looking my hand full of berries. He quickly pulled me up to make me sit and removed his arm from under my head..

"Raana sa.."

"From where did you get these berries ?" He shouted while smelling them in my hand. 

"Where you left me..these are so delicious. Do you want to try ?" I offered him with a toothy smile.

"These are not for eating. Damn...stupid girl. " he squeezed my cheeks " Spit it out. these are wild berries. They are poisonous"

But instead of spitting them, I gulped them in shock.

"Haiinn?"

He looked me like dumb. "What the ? I told you to spit them. Spit it out. Don't tell me you have eaten more than just 2  "

I laughed for some seconds. I eat more than 20.

"Raana sa....Do you mean I will die ?" I asked seriously while scratching like crazy

"Yeaah..from scratching so much " he replied seriously "  You are such a trouble. I left you just for 3 hours and you have created such a mess.  "

"Why it's itching so much ? Raana sa...it's itching too much.  And this blouse. Fucking open this blouse "

"I don't know how to open the knots " he said with straight face.

I looked him like a ghost.

"So. W.. what were you doing some minutes before ?" I asked on the verge of crying. I am going to die like this. Seriously.

"I was trying to open it. It was my first time. But I guess I have to learn it. I just know how to make knots " he replied scratching his neck.

"Raanaaa saaaaaaaaaaaa what should I do ? Maaaaa saaaaaaaaaaaaaa " I shouted on top of my voice "it's itching too much "

While he laid on his back again having a big smirk on his face "ohh my fire "

There is gonna be surprised and shock for you all in coming chapters.

I eat Advay's pov as target wasn't completed. I have weekend off from office so here is deal for you all.

300 votes on all chapters : for continuous update on Saturday and Sunday also

300 vote on current chapter : as per schedule. (Gap of 1 day ). If target completed maybe you can get some surprise.

I think it will be fair for all of us.

What you will get in 2-3 chapters  :-

Spoiler :-

Revelation- why advay hates samay
A murder
Shivanya wearing toe rings

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