Shivanya pov

I entered the dinning hall. Everyone was sitting on the floor having littke chowki (floor table )  placed in front of them to serve food and First thing I saw there was father. He was sitting at the middle. No doubt he is a king as the aura and pin drop silence of room was telling everyone not to do any mistake

I brace myself and took some steps but
My legs stopped on spot when my eyes falls on rituraj. Prince is here ?

I was startled. I felt like it's a dream but the smile which he gave me was telling me it wasnt a dream.

How ? Why ? There are so many questions erupted in my mind. My eyes opened wide.

"He is like our family. We can't let maid serve him. Raani sa..you are elder daughter in law of this palace. Serve him " maa sa spoke in a low voice while elbowing me a little bringing me out of the shock.

Thanks to veil that no one can noticed it.

"Maa sa..I was " I tried to explain her when she interuppted

"I can do this much for you. I know how it feels to get separated from your lover. You can talk to him after lunch" maa sa said while smiling and gesturing me.

From first day, she was trying to help me. I can feel her sympathy towards me.
She knows I was going to marry prince rituraj.

That's why maa sa told me to prepare food. Because she thought I will be happy doing this. She wanted to help me.

But...I wasn't feeling any emotions that time. I wasn't feeling any happiness.

I respect maa sa a lot but she should have told me that prince rituraj is coming. There are so many questions
But out of all questions my stopped only on one..

Where is my Arya ?

Last time when he saw me with me, he made me count dead bodies.

I looked around the room. It was so huge with very less people there. All the family members were sitting near the king but he was not there.

Just than my eyes falls at the right corner. He was sitting at the corner away from everyone like he was not part of this family.

Why is he sitting so far ?

He took the glass of water and gulping it down his throat slowly. He was looking too calm but his eyes on me were telling something else.

He was staring at my feet with so much disgust.

Why ?

I tied my lehenga a little above my waist as I wanted to flaunt my toe rings.

Is it not looking good ?

He was looking at me like if I take even a single step towards anyone , he would have killed me.

His eyes were calling me.

All memories of last night flood in my mind making my cheeks flushed. I was feeling nervous. What will he do if I go to him now ?

My legs automatically moved towards him to serve first even ignoring king too.

"Serve our guest first raani sa " Maa sa smiled while holding my arm lightly.I stopped in my tracks and nodded my head slowly.

I moved towards rituraj while sitting down on the floor and serving him food through spoon. He lightly brushed his finger with mine .

I looked him suddenly while pulling my hand back.  I can feel his eyes were on my face.

It was feeling so wrong.

(Dal baati Churma..aapko kaise pata chala k ye Hume behad pasand h..)

"Daal baati Churma, how did you come to that this is my favourite ?" rituraj smiled while staring at my face.

My head moved towards raana sa. Even through my veil I can feel his eyes staring me. His hands were frozen in the air near the glass of water. He took his hand back while having a little smile on his face.

"I have never tasted such good food. It's really too delicious " he exclaimed excitedly looking towards king.

"Eat well prince " king gestured him proudly.

I stood up from there and moved towards raana sa to serve him food and his smile keep getting wider as I was getting closer to him.

The smile which I don't want to see ever.
Because whenever he smiled like that, something bad happened always.

I sit beside his chowki. He was sitting at the last corner alone where no one  can notice him. Everyone was already digging in their food.

I could feel rituraj's eyes on me but raana sa's gaze didn't let me move my eyes anywhere except him.

I took a spoon and going to serve him churma but he held my finger while slowly rubbing his thumb on the area where rituraj's finger touched mine.

It was just for a moment. No way he could notice it.

(Aapne khud banaya h ye bhojan ?)

"Did you prepare this food by yourself ?" He asked in low voice so except me no one can hear him. His fingers were rubbing harshly but not too harsh to hurt me.

I nodded my head feeling little nervous. After last night, I was feeling different towards him. Whatever he was doing was making my heart race.

"I wanted to make something special today " i whispered looking down and biting my lips to control my heart.

"Are you this much happy today ?" He asked further while I served him from my other hand.

"Hmm " I nodded my head again.

I was expecting him to say something. Not getting any answer i raised my head to look at him. His eyebrows were drawn together in downward motion, creating a crease on his forehead.

My heart sinked noticing expressions on his face.  He was not looking happy at all. He was staring me like I have done something wrong.

Was he regretting everything?

"Bring my food " he shouted.

Just than i saw some other maids coming there holding plates . As soon it comes close to me my nose remeber this smell.

Thast why he was sitting at the corner.

So he could eat non veg.

I don't want to disrespect food. Everyone has their choice and I respect it but it's just i can't bear it's smell. It's not in my hand.

"Raana sa..." My body tensed up feeling like puking. I tried to pull my fingers but he hold them tight

'"Get habitual of its smell..you can't run away everytime. "  he said while put aside the food that I served him,  creating space for other plates

"You haven't even eaten it " I looked him with hopeful eyes

"Will you feed me ?" He asked smiling.

He knew I can't do that here. I shook my head and was going to stood up from the floor when he pulled my hand making me fall on his thighs.

"Aah..Raana sa" i quickly glared him while trying to wiggle out of his hold.

"Have you forget who I am to you ?"he raised his brows

"We are in front of everyone. I can't call you arya here. It doesn't look good. And leave my hand. Someone will see  " my heart was racing in fear. Thank God I wasn't wearing too much bangles of their noise would have told everyone what is happening here.

"So now you are even ashamed of calling me your husband ?"

"Haven't i told you , where is your place to sit ?" He asked while moving his hand around my bare waist and keeping me still on his thighs.

I quickly looked around to see if anyone noticed us.

King's back is our side so he can't see us but My eyes opened wide when I saw dhruv bhai sa and rituraj's eyes on us.

No ways...he has gone crazy. This is not the place for all this.

"What are you doing ? They are looking at us "

"I know " he smiled while pulling me closer to him.

Dhruv Bhai sa coughed a little while turning his face away

"Prince rituraj, please start eating " he gestured him..

It was embarasing.

Why is he doing this ?

I looked at rituraj whose eyes were on us. It is between me and raana sa, I don't want anyone to see us like this. I was going to sit without making any noise but just than my eyes falls on raana sa's face.

There was a satisfying smirk on his face while staring at rituraj.

Just than realization hit me.

He wasn't making me sit here because he wants it, he was doing it just to make rituraj feel bad. I can feel his hold on my waist getting more tighten.

I was feeling tightness in my chest like someone has put weight there.

"Leave my hand " I said firmly.

"You want to go ?" He asked with such a loving voice "Ohh my fire.  I will let you go if you eat this non veg with me "

I looked him stunned. I couldn't even stand it's smell and he wanted me to eat it. He wasn't looking like the man with whom I was with last night.

It seems he wanted to take some kind of revenge, he wanted to prove something. I am not a trophy whom he can showcase to others.

"Do you really want me to eat it ? " I asked again confirming it.

" yess, I want you to eat it " he replied while his smirk grew wider "I want you to become just like me "

He knows I couldn't eat it. He wanted me to sit there and satisfy his male ego. My lips trembled slightly as i trying to maintain my composure betraying the inner turmoil and vulnerability which I was feeling.

It's just dhruv bhai sa saw us, what if whole family see us like this. He was going to take the bone  when I put my finger on plate.

He stopped and moved his head towards me . His smirk was replaced by a thin line while looking me curiously.

I took that bone in my hand and bring it closer to my lips. My throat already filled with some horrible taste. Tears pooled in my eyes.

I took a deep breath and  was going to put it in my mouth when he held my wrist tightly.

(Unke liye kisi bhi hadd tak Jaa sakti h aap...unhe bura na Lage isliye aap humare pass baithna ni chahti na ? )

"You can't go to any extent for him right ? He don't feel bad thats why you don't want to sit  with me "  He chuckled while having hateful expressions on his face.

What he was saying ?

He snatched the bone from my hand while pushing me away from his lap. And throw the plate in anger making it fall on the floor. Everyone stood up from their seat.

My eyes blurred with water. I was feeling bad when he made me sit like this.

But I was feeling worse when he pushed me away like this. Like he doesnt care about me.

"Raana sa..." King roared in anger looking at the plate "what are you doing ?"

(Apne kaksh m jaiye )

"Go to your room " he whispered in low voice without looking at me.

"What is happening here ?' king shouted in anger. The way he was staring raana sa in anger , I wassnt feeling good.

"Sorry father, by mistake by hand slipped and plate falls on floor " he apologized while bowing a little "Raani sa is not feeling well. Saanvi take your bhabhi sa to her room " he said in authority.

"Hey bhagwaan...she has been working since morning. She must be tired. Saanvi take your bhabhi sa quickly " maa said said in concern.

I stood up and moved towards the door not before bowing towards  everyone while saanvi came behind me.

"Saanvi, i want to stay some time alone "

"Bhabhi sa, if you need anything you can call anyone " she said in concern . I nodded my head while hurriedly moved from there.

I looked at my hand stained in those spices. I quickly wiped them over my clothes. It's smell was making me feel disgusted. I blinked my eyes quickly to not let tears fall from them.

"Raana sa....where are you going ?" I heared father calling him.

Just than I heard some footsteps behind me. I clenched my fist.

"I won't forgive you this time raana sa " i whispered controlling my tears and ran to the room not wanted to see his face.

As soon i entered the room, he hugged me from back holding my waist tightly making a tear fall from my eyes....

(Chhodiye hume , ab kyu aaye h ?  Jaaiye yaha se.....bahut takleef di h aapne hume..is baar hum aapko kshama ni karenge..)

"Leave me. Why did you come now ? go from here.  You really hurt me . I won't forgive you this time " i yelled in anger while slapping his arm

"Am sorry princess...I really hurt you..I am so sorry " I can feel his breath on my shoulder. 

My body froze as soon I heared this voice. I realised he was not raana sa..I quickly pushed him while coming out of his hold.

"Prince rituraj " I looked him wide eyes.

"Princess " he was looking me in shock the way I took various steps back creating a distance between us "princess be careful " he shouted when I stumbled on my steps and was going to fall down. He moved towards me but I took more steps back while holding the table behind me for support.

I looked around in shock while breathing heavily. I thought it was raana sa who come behind me.

"I am sorry princess. After seeing you , I just.." he fisted his hand.  An expression of guilt covered his face.

(Rajkumar,  hum ek vivahit stree h...Bina ijjajat k humare kaksh m aane ki anumati kisi ko nahi h or na hi hume chune ki. Humare arya bhi humse puchkr hume chute h. Umeed karte h aage se aap Aisa kuch ni karenge or apni maryada m rahenge )

"Rajkumar, i am a married woman. Without permission no one is allowed to enter in my room nor allowed to touch me. Even my husband touched me after taking my persmission.  I hope, next time you won't do anything like this and stay in your boundaries" i said in stern voice with no ounce of any doubt and pulled my veil a little more till my nose.

For the first time after coming here, I have done my shringar(dress and make up) today.

For only one person.

And except him, no one is allowed to look at it. No one means no one. I fisted table behind me. How could I not recognise raana sa's touch. I shouldn't let rituraj touch me. I was feeling angry on myself.

"Your Arya !" I saw him getting straighten in attentive position.  His smile completely vanished and replaced by laugh.

" I came here for you. I just wanted to know whether you were okay or not. You haven't even sent me any letter shivanya " hurt was clearly evident in his voice.

"Just because of me you took the risk of coming to kingdom " I asked shaking my head in disbelief "I am not that much knowledgable like you prince but I know  how things work"

No one would indulge in kingdom politics just for a simple girl like me. Why would he risk his life by making other kingdom his enemy.

"Why are you angry from me ? Have I done something wrong ? " his brows wrinkled in confusion

"You know about saanvi yet you didn't tell me anything about her " I raised my voice.

"Because I didn't want to trouble you with all this. You were already tensed about your bhai sa. Did You even know what he has done to your bhai sa ? " He asked in anger

"What do you mean ?"

"I came to know from one of my man that Advay beat him so badly last night. Samay could have died. I was tensed for him and you. That's why I came here and you are doubting my intentions   " he laughed some more.

"He beat Bhai sa " I looked him shocked.

Why ?

Why he would do that ?

He was with me whole time. Than when ?

Till the time I was processing this information, he has already stood closer to me.  I couldn't move more back as there was no space.

"Prince " I speak

"I don't know what he has feed in your mind that you started doubting us " he interuppted " but believe me I don't have any wrong intention towards you. You want to know why I came here not caring about anything. Because...I really like you princess. "

I looked him suddenly.

"After seeing you, sitting in his lap, i couldn't control myself anymore. I know you don't consider him as your arya. You just wanted to hurt me" he looked down while holding my index finger "  I am sorry I took it so much time. But i won't let you live here anymore.  I came here to take you with me princess. Will you come with me ?  "

I was going to reply him but my words stuck in my throat noticing raana sa standing on the door while his hands fisted in anger.

Advay pov

She left with saanvi. The moment I pushed her away from my lap, I feel her body get tensed.

Why I am feeling that she was feeling hurt ?

Did she hurt somewhere when I pushed her ?

I couldn't see her face because of veil but her voice sound heavy.

"Prince, I think we should meet at some other time " father said while glaring me.

"Sure king. We will get more chances to meet in future now " rituraj smiled and went from there not before giving me a look.

I moved to go behind her when father stopped me.

"Raana sa ...where do you think you are going ?" He came in front of me blocking my way " what was all that. You knowingly ruined the lunch "

I looked at everyone's plate. No one has touched daal baati Churma.

Even rituraj couldn't finished it.

If I can't eat food prepared by her, than no one is allowed to eat it.

"Do you think I am a fool to not understand what you are doing ?" I raised my brows Tell me father. Why did you call rituraj here ? What have you promised him in exchange for food supply ?" I asked fisting my hand behind my back. He moved his hand in beared caressing it lightly.

I looked at dhruv.  The moment he saw my fire sitting so close to me, I could see his body get tensed.

He knows about the deal between rituraj and father. 

Father was moving his hand in beared caressing it.

"We had the deal to.."

"Father, i think it's not the time to discuss all this " dhruv interuppted " We can discuss it later. Bhabhi sa is not feeling well. Advay, I think you should go to her " dhruv quickly came in between me and father.

Father looked him in little anger for interuppting him. Dhruv lowered his head.

Even I was taken aback. He never interuppted him before.

Suddenly, I was feeling the urge to see my fire as soon as possible. Why I was feeling this deal was related to her.

I went from there but heared some of their conversation

"Why did you interuppted me dhruv ? Have you forget with whom you were talking ? How dare you ?" Father shouted on him

Dhruv sit on his knees while looking down "I am sorry father. I just thought it wasn't the right time. I didn't mean to disrespect you "

"Do you think I am scared of advay's anger ? You think He will get angry after knowing about the deal "

"I am not scared of his anger but He won't just get angry father. He will go crazy " he whispered in low voice "his craziness is scary and we all know that "

I was going to stay there for some more to know complete detail. What were they talking about me ? I couldn't hear it properly.

I also want to know how I will go crazy ?

It feels good when whole kingdom is scared of your madness.

They have seen the trailor before. But come on I was only 25 at that time. It wasn't even that bad.

I was just a kid.

I am psycho and i love it.

I was going to enter in dinning room again when I saw some guards in the corridor. they used to guard my room. But why they all are here ?

"Raana sa " they all get straighten looking me there.

"What is happening here ? Why you all are here ?  " I raised my voice

"R .raana sa...Prince rituraj  said to not...not disturb" they stuttered.

Prince ?

I went towards the room..my inside was burning like hell.

"I came here to take you princess . Will you come with me ?" He asked her. She was leaning against the table and he was standing so close to her

I was feeling he would get punch from me. But didn't expect it to be this soon..

You will take her away !

I controlled my laugh and  clenchedy my fist while entering in the room. My fire noticed my footsteps quickly as her head turned towards my side.

But her eyes were on my hand.

Smart lady.

"No raana sa...wait "

Before she could even complete I held his collar while pulling him away from her and throw a punch on his face making him spit blood on the floor.

"How dare you enter in our room ? " I gritted my teeth. He moved thumb on his lips to see blood stains and than at my fire..

She was too shocked to say anything and was standing like a statue while having her palm placed on her mouth to not escape any scream.

"You entered in our kingdom, steal my bride . I just entered your room and you are feeling like this " he whispered while smirking.

I looked him for some seconds. there was something about him which was not settling with me.

He held my wrist and pushed me towards the wall behind while

He knows I am injured but how ?

General raghav can't speak and of course can't write.

I am not stupid, i have cut his fingers too..

"Do you think I have just only 1 man in this palace ?"he answered and put his elbow over my chest stopping me to move and pressed my back more on the wall.

"I am not samay who will let you do anything " he glared me back.

He is not weak.

Samay is entirely different from him.

When samay speak i can see genuineness on his face but this rituraj. Something is wrong with him.

"She is my biwi " I glared him "stay away from her "

"But the question is for how long ?." He laughed

"As long as she wants. It will be her choice " i replied

"I will make sure everything return back to its place " he breathed heavily in anger and  was going to punch me when I held his fist and pushed him.

I was going to punch him when she came in between us.

"It's enough. Raana sa..stop it...you can't beat him " she shouted

"Move.." i ordered

She shook her head in no " you can't beat him..let him go..."

She was standing with her arms opened wide just like the day I met in her childhood and she stopped me from going out of the temple.

She was protecting another man in front of me.

But what raised my anger was that filthy smirk on rituraj's face.

Shivanya pic

I didn't know what they were talking about but it was related to me. I can feel their gaze on me.

I don't want to involve in it but i have to interupt.

Because his back was bleeding.

My arya's back was bleeding...

He was so lost in his anger that he didn't realise his wounds were fresh and opened. Rituraj held him with so much force that his back was hurted.

"Fire...move " he spoke in a very calm voice but I can see veins of his arm as sleeves of his kurta were folded.

I doubt the punch he throw on rituraj, he would have lost his 1 teeth. It was so hard.

No just with swords, he could fight with his hands too.

So what ? I have my hands too..I am not scared of him.

I shook my head while standing there.
Without a word, he stepped forward and  grabbed my hand and pushed me towards the wall.

"How dare you ?" He whispered while  cupping my cheeks from one hand while coming closer to my lips. My heart accelerated as soon I entered in his proximity.

His hold on my cheeks were enough for me to close my eyes and lean there. It was rough. It was possesive. I know what was going to happen but I can't let it happen again..

Not until I came to know what he was feeling and why did he do all that in dinning room.  I moved my palm over his chest.

From other hand,  he was going to remove veil from my eyes but i turned my head.

(Kuch aisa mat kijiye k hume pachatava ho..ye sab ek pati patni k beech ka shan h...kisi or ko ise dekhne ki izzazat nahi honi chahiye )

"Don't do anything which I will have to regret. All these are moments between husband and wife. No third person should be allowed in it " i whispered. He stopped while staring my veil.

He couldn't see my eyes but i can clearly see his. I looked towards the rituraj who was staring both of us with wide eyes.

His eyes were on my hand which were on raana sa's chest and unknowngly rubbing slowly there trying to calm him down. 

I looked at raana sa , whose eyes were bore into mine with an intensity that sent jolt of electricity coursing through my veins. His lips were still near mine but he didn't move even an inch after that.

"Prince rituraj, please go back " i said a little loud not able to break eye contact with raana sa.

"I am going for now princess, but i will come back " he said and went from there.

As soon rituraj  stepped out of the room,  he seized my wrist in a firm , rough grip pulling me towards him with a force.

(Aaj to Hume rok diya..Aaj k baad dobara aise Kiya to acha nahi hoga aapke liye  ) 

"You stopped me today. But don't you dare to do this again. It won't be good for you " he declared in final voice

(Varna kya karenge , Jabardasti karenge humare saath, ya maarenge jaise Bhai sa k saath Kiya.)

"Or what will you do ? Will you force me  or beat me just like you did with Bhai sa ?" I asked feeling chocked on my breath when asking him next question

(Bhai sa k saath kya Kiya aapne kal raat ?)

"What have you done to bhai sa last night ?"

"Vahi Kiya jiske vo layak the....or bahut jubaan chalne lagi h aapki...humne zyada hi khula chhod diya h aapko..."

"I have given him what he deserved. And I think I have given you too much liberty " he gritted his teeth in anger

"With whose permission did you call him in our room ?"he asked seriously.

"You think I invited him there ?" I was looking him in disbelief.

"Why not ? You have him in your heart..right ?" He laughed a little while tanuting me.

I felt someone pour down cold water on me. Why it was feeling so bad from his mouth ? Did he think I was doing something with rituraj..

"What do you mean ? Say it clearly raana sa  " I said a little loud feeling short of breath. I felt someone squeezed my heart.

"You get ready just for him. Didn't you ? " He said while taking a step back and looking me up and down " you dressed up so much, you specially tie your lehenga above your waist so that you can flaunt your aalta feet. You prepared food for him didn't you ? And not even let me see your face "

He was going to remove my veil again but I jerked his hand in anger.

"You are right. I get ready for him only " words came out of my mouth on their own.

"If you want to think like that, than you can think like this " i completed " I won't give you any explanation. What more can I expect from a man like you ? "

He started laughing  while shaking his head  "What kind of man I am..tell me "

(Aap ek behad matlabi or khudgarz Insaan h jinhe apne alawa or koi Nazar ni aata...aapne hume apni baaton m fasaya varna..)

"You are such a selfish person who doesn't think about anyone except himself. You got me in your talks last night's otherwise .."

(Varna kya ?)

"Otherwise what ?" He raised his brows while moving his hand on my waist and pulled me towards his chest. 

(Pachatava ho raha hoga na aapko..bataiye ?)

"You must have been regretting it right ?" He asked while moving his nose on my jaw. I fisted his kurta..

(Humare haatho ka chuna...humara aapke itne kareeb jaanaa k aap khud se saans bhi na le sake..humara aapko vaha chuna jaha kisiko izzazat na ho..Bataiye...pachatava ho raha h na )

"Getting touched by my hand, let me come closer to you  so much that you won't be able to breathe, you let me touch there where no one is allowed to. Tell me..you must be feeling regret right ?" He whispered in my ear making hair of my skin stood up.

I didn't say anything except glaring him. I won't give him any answer like this. When he wasn't even in his senses.

He kept staring my veil intensely..

(Ghur kise Rahi h ? Aankhein neeche..)

"Whom you are glaring ? Lower your eyes " he said in such a low and dominnat voice. He understood everything about me than why can't be understand my gesture that why I get dressed up today.

Why is he getting so angry ?

Every pore of my body was telling me not to piss him off and lower my eyes, but somewhere i was not ready to give up. His eyes were challenging me to submit myself to him.

But a part of me not wanted to do that. It want him to submit himself to me. If he wants me to lower my eyes he should say please...

"If you want me to lower my eyes, say please . Gulam nahi h aapke (I am not your slave " i whispered in same tone.

His grip on my waist tighten more leaving his marks there to remind me again and again that I go against him.

(Ghurna band kijiye Varna aankhein nikal lenge )

"Stop glaring me like this or I will take out your eyes "

The anger which was dripping from his voice can make anyone to run away from him but  He was serious. He could really do that..

Has no one ever glared him like this ?

(Bhale hi aapko Aaj Tak kisine aise nahi dekho ho, parantu ab Aadat daal lijiye")

"Maybe no one has ever dared to glare you like that. But now get habitual of it " I said controlling my smirk.

(Dekha tha...ek insaan m aise hi dekha tha..humne unki aankhein noch daali thi...inhi haatho se )

"One person has glared me like this. I have taken out his eyes. With my these hands " he replied with a sinister smile.

He think I will get scared by his fake stories. It's not a kids play to take out someone's eyes.

Huh.

(Hume kisine kaha tha k is Mahal m Jo chahe kare, par apni aankhein neeche na kare..Ye aankhein neeche nahi hongi, Jo karna h kar lijiye )

"Someone told me that I can do whatever I want in this palace , but am not allowed to lower my eyes. So,  these eyes won't get lowered in front of anyone. You can do whatever you want "
I said while quoting his words which he said to me that day.

For a second, I can see a smirk on his face as soon he listened this.

For a moment we both were forget on what topic we were arguing.

For a moment, it was become a challenge for us that who will submit first. We both were glaring each other ready to break each other's ego. None of us was ready to give what other want.

Have you ever enjoyed fighting with someone ? Because I was enjoying it.

His hold on my bangle get tighten. I was just wearing a single thick metal bangles as a married woman can't have empty wrist.

"Leave my hand " i said noticing the cracks in it.

It will break

(Aankhein neeche Abhi isi waqt )

"Lower your eyes right now " he glared me

What has gotten into him ?

My eyes opened wide noticing The way he was holding my bangle. It will hurt him, not me.

"Leave my hand right now " I shouted but he wasn't ready to hear anything. I wasn't scared for myself but his hand.

Just than I heard little sound of its cracking. My heart skip a beat in fear.

"Stop it..leave my hand  " I pushed him hard with force and jerk my hand away from his hold.

But in the process my only bangle crushed completely. I was ready to meet the pain, but not even a single shrad of metal pierced my skin except a little scratch.

The way he was holding the bangle, it crushed into his hand making it bleed. Before I could do anything, His back hit with the wall behind and for the first time, I heared a little painful moan escaped from his lips..

"Damn "

It was happened so suddenly that I couldn't understand what to do.
A shiver ran down my spine noticing There was a nail on that wall which hit  his wounds on back.

He closed his eyes for some seconds before opening them while breathing heavily. I looked at the floor looking at the drop of blood falling on it.

"B..blood " i stuttered.

It hurts me..he was hurted because of me.

For a moment, I could feel his pain running through my nerves.

"No Arya.." I quickly run towards him but  before I could even touch him he showed me his hand gesturing me to stop while staring me with so much hate in his eyes.

( Khabaradaar Jo humare kareeb aayi to aap...)

"Don't you dare to come near me " he warned me.

(aapka jawab mil chuka h hume k kitna bura laga h aapko humare jaise insaan k kareeb aana )

"I get your answer, that how bad you have felt last night while coming closer to a man like me " his lips were curved uprwad in a smile but his eyes were looking so distant. He went from there without turning back leaving me standing there.

I came out of my trance after some seconds processing what just happened.
No..what answer ? I haven't given him any answer yet. He misunderstood me. I.
I didnt mean to push him.  I thought my bangle would hurt us.

It will hurt him.

A sudden clarity washed over me, bringing with it a rush of emotions and sensation in my body. Whole time i was thinking that I was cheating someone.

But no...I wasn't.

I wanted to tell him so much. I wanted to tell him that Even after seeing rituraj in front of me, not for once i have thought that I had done anything bad.

But looking him hurt because of me, I was feeling so much pain whereas I wasn't even hurt anywhere.

There was no one in my heart. I lied to him at that time.

" But there is one person in my heart now. I don't even know how and when it happened but i have someone now. " I whispered to myself when a tear fall from my eyes and get mixed with that blood drop on floor.

"Arya..."

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