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Advay pov

"You have a piercing!" He take a sharp intake of breath while staring at my lehenga.

" Correction. It's was a clit piercing. " I wanted to clarify but decided to shut my mouth while chewing my lips. His lips were curved upward in dangerous manner.

Hey mahadev. He came to know about it.

I pushed him lightly and was going to run away but jerked back on bed due to sudden force. I noticed he had tied my dupatta on his and my left wrist.

"When he did that ?" A thought crossed my mind while staring him. He smirked and pulled me towards the bed making me fall in previous position while hovering over me having his both hand on my side.

"Tell me fire..do you have a piercing there ? " He asked caging me under his arms while having devilish expressions on his face. I can hear amusement along with surprise in his voice.

No one knows about my little dirty secret. Don't know what he will think about me. I gulped a little while fidgeting with my fingers contemplating what to answer him.

He removed strand of a hair falling on my cheeks with his long rough fingers while coming closer to my ear.

"I didn't know my chota bheem is so mysterious" he whispered in low and husky voice " i want to see it fire "

My eyes opened wide listening this. I clutched my thighs feeling wetness between my folds. Why his voice sound so seductive ?

"What did you just say ?" My mouth almost opened wide in shock. I thought I hear it wrong.

"I want to see it " he repeated again in same tone.

No one can be so shameless. How can he say something like this ? Doesn't he has any filter in his mouth ?

Who does he think he is ? A prince to command me like that ?

Ofcourse he is a prince. My subconscious reminded me.

I rolled my eyes. Ohh..leave it.

Who does he think I am ?

It's not normal part of my body. It's my private area. Even I don't see myself there. Touching my upper body is different than this one. No...I can't even think of it. It's my private part.

And we are not that close to each other that I will let him see that.

"If you want to see it, than have yours. I am not going to show you anything " I snapped back controlling my racing heart and dripping liquid between my thighs.

"Dont you want this ? " he tap his lips with his index finger while having mischievous smile.

My eyes moved towards his lower lip. Blood had dried but It was bruised while having faint reddish & purple mark. There was swelling around the area.

I licked my lips a little and as a reflection my eyes closed feeling stingy there. I could hear him chuckled.

What he has done to my lips ? It's hurting. Is it hurting him too ?

I quickly opened my eyes to see he was already staring my lips like a predator ready to pounced on them.

He rubbed his nose with mine lightly "You won't get anything untill you give me what I want. Choice is yours fire.. "

His eyes were focused and serious along with little threat involved in it.

Threat that either I do it myself or he has his own ways to make me do things.

No matter what, i will never ever show it to anyone.

Just than we heared noise from the outside.

"Anya...I have bring the paste you asked for " taara said standing at the door.

Just then I remembered that his wounds weren't treated yet. I came out of my zone while looking at his bleeding back.

(Hayye..daiyya..hum to bhul hi gye the...Hatiye...pehle lep lagwa lijiye )

"Ohh god...i almost forget about it. Get away from me. First, let me apply paste on it " i quickly pushed him a little bit he didn't move.

"I will apply it on my own " His expressions changed from naughtiness to seriousness while turning his head to other side.

Doesn't he want me to touch them ?

Is he still angry with me ?

A series of thoughts erupt in my mind.

"It's dirty...guards will do it " he clarify after some seconds with hesitant voice.

My head raised to look at him suddenly. He wasn't angry instead he was hesitant.

Does he really think I will puke by doing it ?

I controlled my smile.

(Humari wazah se aapko or ghaav mil gye...aapki izzazat ho to inpe hume marham lagane denge ? )

"Because of me, you get some more wounds. If you permit, can I apply medicine on them ?" I asked staring all his scars and controlling the feeling to not cry again.

I don't think I will ever be able to forget these scars. They were imprinted in his body and my mind.

He stared in my eyes for some seconds. I noticed it's his habit to find any doubt in my words. It's like he was reading them. Until he make sure , that what I am saying is true, he doesn't let me make any move.

He nodded his head slightly and removed his hand from my side to give me space to sit.

I quickly sat on the bed not wanted to waste even a second while gestured him to lay down on the bed.

"Arya..." I was taken aback when he lay down on his stomach while resting his head on my lap.

"Bed is uncomfortable fire.." he mumbled in my cloth while snaking his hand around my waist.

He held the dori of my blouse while started playing it casually.

He was playing because he doesnt know how to open them.

So, I am safe.

He is baby bufallo. Not me.

I rolled my eyes.

I forward my hand towards taara. She entered in the room and halted in her steps staring his naked body covered with wounds.

She quickly looked down while handing me the tray.

"Anya..do you need any help ? " She asked while her cheeks turned lighter shade of red seeing how he was laying in my lap like a dead body.

"I will do it " I replied feeling him laying more comfortably now. Taara smiled back and returned. I put tray aside while taking small wet cotton cloth and start by gently cleaning the area around wound to remove dirt and blood.

I took little paste on my fingers while carefully moved it towards his wounds while applying it. I expect him to flinch even a little in pain but his all attention was on my doris.

"Aren't you feeling pain ?" I asked feeling pain just by looking at them.

"What will you do even if I was feeling pain ?" He chuckled sarcastically.

He was right. What can I do to lessen his pain ?

I moved my one hand over his shoulder while pulling him more close to my stomach and lightly blow air over his wounds in case it was hurting him.

As soon i did this i saw him flinch a little and held my doris tightly .

I know only this much. I continued doing it when he didn't stop me and again started twirling strings over his finger.

The fourth wound which is having puss in it. My fingers trembled a little before covering it with paste.

I blow air on his wounds before applying on all scars which my hands touched.

"Arya " i whispered in low voice.

"Hmm..."

" What have you done to bhai sa ?" I asked in low voice.

I saw his body get stiffen.

"He is still alive " he replied in stern voice "don't expect more than this from me fire. I don't want to talk about him " he concluded in final tone ending the discussion.

I couldn't ask him more and nodded my head. He tilted his head to see me what I was doing.

(Ghinn nahi aa rahi aapko ?)

"Arent you feeling disgusted?"he asked staring my hand moving to other wounds

(Jin haatho n jaan bachayi ho unse ghrina kaise aa sakti h ? Ye teer humare karan aapko Lage the )

"Those hands which saved my life. How could I feel disgusted towards them ? You got those arrows because of me " I replied blowing some more air.

He grabbed my waist tightly while hiding his face in my stomach. I can feel his breath on my navel.

"I will apply it 2 times a day , you will get heal soon. It's magical medicine " i whispered diverting my mind and keep doing it.

Some times has been passed since I completed it. Just than I felt he wasn't speaking anything.

I feel his breathing was steady.

He was asleep.

Just like that.

He is a pig.

I controlled my smile while shaking my head and wiped my hand from the cloth. Just than my eyes falls on a bug which was moving on his pant.

"Ohh...it will bite him " I quickly removed it but just than i felt something under my palm. My breath hitched.

My fingers lightly brushed over the fabric in between his thighs. It was stiff and Hard.

I have never touched something so hard before.

I curiously moved my index finger over it. It seems to be huge and heavy.

Yeaah...I picked it a little but it was heavy. Like huge watermelons.

I opened my palm while stretching my thumb and middle finger to measure it through my fingers. Although it was difficult to do it from the fabric and the position he was sleeping but My eyes opened wide when I feel that I need atleast 4-5 hands to measure it.

Is my palm really that small ?

Just than a rush of some memories came in my mind.

(Dhote jaao..dhote jaao..baar baar dhote jaao )

"Keep washing, keep washing, keep washing it again and again "

Unknowingly I fisted it in my hand when I remembered what I have done in my dream.

Ohh...no no no....what the heck I had done last night ?

I looked down quickly. It didn't even come in my hand, my fist was more than half opened. Before I could do anything.

Just then i felt his hand on my wrist. I quickly left it in fear while pulling my hand back. My eyes opened wide in shock.

"What were you doing ?" His voice was hoarse while his mouth was slightly open.

"I..I..I..was.." I was thinking of something when a little scream escape my lips

"Ouch.."

"What happened ?" He asked quickly while straightening up.

"It's hurting...it's hurting again " i whispered while covering my boobs " I think they will lactate again..aaahhh...Arya...it's hurting " I held his wrist tightly to control my scream.

He kept staring me for some seconds in shock but soon his expressions turned into a grin

"What ?" I asked

"I don't think they will hurt fire. Your boobs won't lactate until you take those herbs again. By the way we haven't completed our ritual yet. You didn't let me empty them. You can take them again so I will empty them next time..but why your boobs are hurting now ? " He asked seriously while coming closer to my blouse " Or do you want me to suck them " he raised his brows while having most sinful smile on his face.

I was caught.

My cheeks got more red.

It's embarasing..

It's too much embarasing.

I thought to divert his mind from what I was doing but now I fooled myself some more.

I didn't know about this.

"I am going..maa sa is calling me " i quickly stood up from the bed and closed my eyes while running towards the exit without looking back.

"Fire...let me help you...come here..show me where my laddoos are hurting..it can be serious " he laughed but I didn't stop. I looked at my hands.

"What the heck I did ? I will never do it again. " I mentally slapped myself and came out of the room and just than i realized what he meant by that i won't be able to walk...

"Damn...it's hurting " i winced a little when my thighs rubbed against each other. I need to check how much he hurted me.

"But wait a second..where I am ? Why all the rooms looked same ?" I looked around to see I was running with my eyes closed and almost lost the way...

(Raaanaaaaaaa saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..aap kaha h...Hume lagta h hum kho gye )

"Raana sa..where are you ? I think I lost my way " i shouted on top of my voice while scratching my head.

Hey mahadev...why this palace is so big ?



One thing I don't understand was how could she run by her closed eyes...she will really blast her head one day..

"Fire...that was the wrong direction where you are running...this..girl.." i tried to stop her but she was really an Ostrich.

"I will tell dev to give her a tour of palace or she will keep shouting like this everytime she gets lost "

Although I don't mind.

She will lost in me only...not in corridors.

I looked down where she was touching me some minutes before.

My buddy is in danger. I think I have to apply some locks on my pant. I doubt one day she will take my dick with her.

I controlled my laugh and took a deep breath while wearing my kurta and walked towards direction of her voice while touching my back slightly.

Paste has already dried.

Till now everyone has applied only salt on them. She is the first one who applied medicine on those wounds without even feeling disgusting.

She even blow air on them. As soon she does that I wasn't feeling pain even a little. That paste was useless, I guess her breath has some medicinal properties.

I should remember it too so next time when she get injured i can help her.

How was she doing ? yeaah...fuuuuuuuuu....fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

No...it was fu..fu...fuuuuuuuuuuu

Or it was ...fu..fuuuuuuu...fu fu fu....

She should get injured soon, or I will forget how to do this..fu fu fu..

I have problem in remembering the rhythm. Just like that lala sound gets messed up in my mind.

I was trying to remember the music when I heared the voice i despise most

" Do you think she really cares for you ?" Chandni asked. She was eating non veg while leaning against the wall..

I looked at the chicken bone which she was chewing.

"You taught me how to eat it. It's really delicious. " she licked her hands while staring me.

For the first time I was feeling disgusted by non veg.

How can someone eat it so badly ? Her lips were smudged of its spices while oil was slipping out from her hand.

I wanted to puke.

I never eat like this.

Or maybe I am. Next time, I will eat it like a gentleman . I rolled my eyes and turned to go

"Do you think she will fall in love with you so easily. You captured her brother. She married you to kill you. Can't you see , she is fooling you. She is taking her revenge. she is taking advantage of your trust" she put back bone on the plate while wiping her hands from cloth.

"What she is doing or not is between us. No third person is allowed to interuppt " I said in a loud voice

"Either she is stupid or too smart. How can someone falls for their enemy ? Don't you find anything sheepish ? She will leave you . Mark my words "

"She won't leave me " i glared her feeling my blood boiling. She shook her head while laughing.

"Just because she spend some time with you , you think she will stay ?" She raised her brows " in your 35 years of life, has anyone stayed with you ? Even after knowing what kind of person you are ?"

I clenched my jaw.

She came towards me with slow steps.

" No one can stay with you except me. Only I can bear your madness Advay..only I know how to handle you " she came in front of me standing close to my chest " remember this waist chain you gave me...i am still wearing it "

I fisted my hand.

If I killed her, than one more man of our house will get widow like dhruv. It seems man of this house born to be a widower.

"I can do shringar for you all the time.. " she smiled " I heared some of your conversation "

I couldn't control my laugh hearing it. I held my stomach to control my laugh but i found it so funny that I couldn't stop. She glared me in confusion and anger.

"Do you even know anything about it bhabhi sa ?" I asked raising brows while stressing on last word.

"Don't call me that and Whats there to know about ? It's just about jewelleries and make up . Do you even know about it ?" She shouted in anger.

I smiled a little while staring towards the direction where my fire was running some seconds before.

(Shringar vo nahi jo sirf gehno se ho or Jise jabardasti dikhaya jaaye..shringar to vo h jiske ek jhalak k liye bhi aankhein taras jaaye or ek baar dekh le to Kai jamane tak bhula na paaye. Ye gehne kisi bhi vyakti p bahut khub lag sakte h..par maza to tab h..jab us insaan ki khubsurti k aage ye gehne bhi sharam se paani paani ho jaaye ...

Shringar vo h..jise dekhne k baad hum khud ko bhul jaaye....or yakeen maaniye..hum duniya bhul sakte h..lekin apne aap ko nahi..Hume khud se sabse zyada Prem h...)

"Shringar doesn't mean to wear a lot of jwelleries and which is forcefully shown to someone. Infact it is something for which eyes can die to see it's just one sight and once someone see it, he can't forget it even after he dies.

These jewelleries can look good on any person, but the real fun is when that person's beauty can bring these jwelleries to shame.

For me Shringar is that thing which can make me forget myself. And believe me, i can forget this whole world but not me. I love myself the most "

She was staring me like stupid. She could never understand the meaning behind my words.

"You will never understand it" I rolled my eyes and turned to go from there.
"
"She is planning something. I am warning you. She will betray you for sure " she yelled in frustration.

She is my bacha...my innocent tigress. no one can read her better than me.

I ignored her and came to the hall from where I heared fire's voice but she wasnt there.

Where did she go ?

Just than dev came there..

"Bhai sa..I know you told me not to bring bhabhi sa here but.." before he could complete his sentence, I interuppted

"Dev...shift samay to other location "

"What happened Bhai sa ? Why all of a sudden? " he asked in concern.

Don't know chandni's last line was stuck in my mind.

"Don't know why I am feeling that something is going to piss me off very much " I whispered while feeling something strange.

I won't let my fire go anywhere. She has to stay here. Either by hook or by crook..her weakness is her Bhai sa. I will never leave samay at any cost.

"After Holi shift him to another place where even sunlight can't reach. He knows about me more than required. I can't let him fall in other people's hands. Keep torturing him to the extent, that he will forget even about himself " i smirked while imagining his situation.

"Only at the time of Holi all gates of our kingdom opened for civilians and other people so that they can come and enjoy here" dev whispered seriously " Everyone will be in celebration mood. We can't shift him during this time. It will be better if he stay in front of our eyes but after holi, I will arrange to send him away from borders and.."

Just than i saw some shadow near the door. I gestured dev to keep quiet. We both looked towards the door.

I slowly moved there to saw no one was there.

"Do you think someone was listening to us Bhai sa ?" Dev asked quickly.

I inhaeld deeply . Why this scent feels familiar to me ?



I came to the room.

"Anya..what happen ? Why are you breathing heavily ? Did you came here running ?"

She give me water to drink. I gulped it quickly while thinking about something.

"Taara ..bring me pen and paper "

she looked me confused.

"Holi is in 2 days. We just have 2 days to execute what we were planning. Either now..or never " I stared her seriously.

She gasped and quickly nodded her head in understanding.

At night

I have applied paste one more time on his wounds. He was sitting while drinking water from glass sip by sip.

I was laying beside him with my back on his side. After coming from nritya grah (dance room) he was quiet.

Did he know that I hear their conversation? It will be a problem. He shouldn't get doubt on me.

"Fire.."

"Hmm.."

"Those words which you said in that room were true. Right ?" His voice held such seriousness which I never felt before. It wasn't just a question, it was like a statement which I cant dare to deny or don't know what he would do.

My heart raced listening his voice.

"I...I was..." I was thinking of answering him.

Just than I felt him laying beside me. I was expecting him to command me to open my blouse. Since the day i came here, it almost become his daily habit.

But he was insanely quiet this time. I tilted my head to see he was sleeping while having his one arm under his head and other on his stomach.

I looked at the glass beside him and than taara. She nodded her head while giving me thumbs up. I took a breath of relief while staring him.

I stood up from the ground while moving towards the room not before pulling the curtain and took firestick from the stand while glancing him one more time..

Untill you sleep I couldnt proceed my plan. It will be good for your wounds, if you slept properly arya .

"I will give answer of your question at some other day " i whispered and moved out of the room.

Next morning.

I was getting ready in the room when I saw him entered in the room

"I never slept so late. It seems like I have taken some drugs. I am feeling so refleshed " he yawned while stretching his muscles but stopped when his eyes falls on me.

His eyes traced me up and down for some minutes. I can see disappointment in his eyes when he saw me in plain clothes.

Was he expecting me to get ready for him ?

"Is there really any problem with my saliva ?" He whispered to himself "doesn't she want to kiss me again ?"

I controlled my smirk while biting my lips.

How's your wounds now ?" I asked.

He touched his back slightly while staring me amused "By the way, I was really not feeling any pain. That paste was really magical fire "

"See..i told you " I replied smartly but just than I noticed changed in his expressions. He was looking around the room while rubbing his forehead.

His eyes and mind are very sharp. Even a slight mistake can make him doubt on me.

"Fire...about the question which I asked last night...did you.." He was going to say something when we heared maid voice at the door.

"Raani sa...saanvi Bai sa is looking for you. She said she wasn't feeling well and wanted to see you.

"She wasn't feeling well maybe due to..." I paused and looked towards him. He quickly nodded his head while taking step back.

I took a breath of relief.

He loved saanvi a lot.

I moved to go with those maids when he spoke

"Fire.."

I halted in my steps fearing of what he will say now.

" I have told some maids to give you a tour of palace. Don't get lost next time " he said while staring in my eyes.

I nodded my head while controlling my smile. I can feel his eyes were on me untill I left the room but i didn't turn back.

Saanvi was perfectly alright. She was involved with me in this plan. I have to stay away from raana sa these 2 days. I can't let him have any doubt on me.

Whole palace was decorated for the festival. I can see increase in number of guards and maid because of more safety and security.

Everywhere there was smell of mathri, gunjiya and so many sweets lingering in the air.

This used to be my favourite festival. I always celebrated it with Bhai sa. I used to apply colours to everyone but didnt let anyone apply colour on me till the last.

A faint smile appeared on my lips remembering those small fun moments of my life. There were very less moments which were enjoyable but still they were the only happy moment.

But this time, everything was different.

Holi is the festival , which symbolises the victory of good over evil. But we all are evil in some way or other. We all are trying to fit in this world by proving that we are better than others.

Just like that 2 days passed. Whole day I keep myself busy with maa sa and saanvi in preparing different kind of sweets or some useless work.

Because of festival, he stayed busy with dev for doing preparation of security of palace. But whenever he saw me, he kept giving me glare and stares. His eyes remained on my clothes all the time and my eyes on his lips.

I can feel a huge pull towards his side like a magnet. We both were waiting for other one to give up.

At night I applied paste on his wound. He has habit of drinking water before he slept. As soon he drink it, before he could ask me anything, he drifted to sleep.

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It was the day of Holi.

Sun can arise at any time to announce that festival of colour begins now.

I just came to the room along with taara after doing last arrangement of my plan. I couldnt sleep at all these days.

It is still time for day break but there is different scent in air that day. Scent of colours and sweet.

I took a black shawl and wrapped it around my shoulder while covering my head. I looked towards garden.

He was still sleeping.

I took blanket from almirah and went to him with slow steps. He was laying on his stomach while his arms crossed under his chin.

No one can say he is raana sa when he slept like this. He looked so innocent.

I shivered as soon cold air hit my skin. I opened the blanket while carefully covering him as he was sleeping without it.

His hair falling on forehead covering his that birth mark of sun. I forward my hand to slightly remove his hair.

That birth mark was the first thing I saw when I met him. Its beautiful. Very beautiful

A smile came on my lips. In normal days he would have woke up even with this slight touch. But today, he won't woke up because of the medicine I gave him by mixing in his drinking water. .

His wounds weren't healing because he wasn't getting any sleep and keep working.

Once I was very badly injured and couldn't sleep due to pain. Than maa sa took me to a physician. He recommended me these herbs to get relief in pain and sleep properly. So, they are safe and wont do any harm to him.

I grind them and made its paste. Thankfully I have some left with me.

From last 2 days he was feeling so relaxed because of those..

He hasn't doubted me yet but am sure, if I give him medicine one more time he will definitely come to know that something is wrong.

But I don't need to mix it anymore. It was the D day for me. The day I was going to execute my plan

"Anya..it's time to go "

I heared taara whispering in low voice from the room. I looked at the sky. Sun will rise soon.

I can't delay it anymore.

I was going to stood up from the ground but my eyes opened wide when he held my dupatta making me stop where I am.

Hey mahadev.

I quickly turned my head and released a breath of relief to see he was still sleeping.

"Fire....when will you do shringar ? " he mumbled in his sleep.

I know he was waiting for it. I felt water brimming in my eyes. I blinked quickly while taking a deep breath. There was a heaviness settled in my chest as soon I heard his voice.

(Hume maaf kar dijiyega arya ..aapke bharosa ka fayda utha re h)

"Forgive me arya..I am taking disadvantage of your trust on me " I mumbled while tracing my finger on his beared. I can see the day we cleared our misunderstanding, he started to trust me more.

And I am going to break it today.

I came close to his neck while inhaling deeply to calm myself.

He was smelling like fresh morning breeze, like smell of sand which we inhale after first rain. The fragrance which will leave you to crave for more.

My eyes falls on his lips.

I just want it for once.

Just for once..

I went closer to his lips.

"My chota bheem..." I heared faint voice from his lips. I stopped where I was.

"I can't take more advantage of you " i smiled sadly while caressing his beard and pulled back. My eyes falls on his waistband where there was a bunch of keys tied to his belt.

I took it and tried to pull out my dupatta from his hold. He was holding it so tight and was not ready to leave.

How can he hold it so tight even in sleep ?

I was getting late. I had to leave before anyone can wake up. I used my whole strength but still he wasn't ready to leave it.

"Anya..hurry up " taara said in hurry..

"Arya..leave it..I will do shringar for you. For one last time. Please leave it " I whispered while pulling my dupatta with force.

And this time it comes out of his hold. I bring my dupatta close to my heart which was already racing.

"Anya.." taara came to me after waiting for so long..

"Taara..hurry up...we can't delay anymore....we have to do it before he wakes up " i whispered while staring his face which have very peaceful smile on his face.

We both came out of the room. Saanvi was already standing there while covered with shawl and shivering a little while controlling her tears..

"Bhabhi sa..taara informed me that.." she paused as she was even scared to say it.

I wiped her tears while hugging her. She quickly hugged me back.

From last 2 days, every night I was roaming in the palace to remember all the path here. I remembered the way dev took me to meet Bhai sa.

And thanks to raana sa it gets more easy for me with the help of maids to know this place better.

We reached to the prison where Bhai sa was captured.

Guards were not there as it was changing of shift time. In 2 days i noticed that there is a gap of 15 minutes when new guards will replace them.

I guess no one was paying attention to these guards that's why they are not doing their work carefully and took this much time to change their shift.

I have exactly 15 minutes to finish the work.

"Come saanvi..be careful " i took her to the Bhai Sa's cell. I can hear her breathing turning faster. Her palm started sweating as we getting closer to him. Her footsteps turned fast in urgency on their own.

She has waited so much to meet him.

We reached in front of his cell. As soon he heared our footsteps, he gets startled and stood up from floor. My heart almost stopped looking at his condition.

He really beat him so hard.

His whole face have so many scratches. His right eyebrow was bleeding.

His eyes turned angry when he looked at me because of what happend last time. He was going to say something but his eyes opened wide noticing the person behind me.

(R..raajkumari ..)

"Princess.." he stuttered while staring saanvi like a ghost . He stared her up and down like it was a dream.

"Saanvi.." he whispered when a drop of tear fall from his eyes. It was like he was waiting for this moment for so long.

She quickly ran to him while holding his finger in between the bars..

"Yuvraaj...yuvraaj...yuvraaj.." she kept chanting his name again and again while bursting out in tears.

"P..please..don't cry...I can't see you crying like this...raajkumari...please." he was trying to wiped her tears. His own hands were shivering in pain and covered in blood.

His eyes moved towards her belly..

"I..is it..it..." He was stammering not able to complete his sentence

"Baby is safe.." she replied while crying loudly. He took a breath of relief. I have never seen him this scared even for me.

He really wants this baby. He really loves saanvi.

He quickly wiped his hands on his clothes before touching her belly so not to dirty her. She couldn't stop her smile on his gesture and came more close to the bars.

"A..am going to be a father " he smiled while sobbing uncontrollably.

I don't know why Bhai sa betray her..but what I am seeing now is regret and pure love. I thought when they will see each other, they will fight or confront each other. But except tears of separation and love there was nothing else.

His tears were not stopping even for a second "I..I am so sorry princess...it's all because of me.."

"Why didnt you reply to any of my letter ? Why..why did you do this ?" She held his collar in anger. He lowered down his head in shame

"There is no explanation to it. All explanation will look like an excuse. But Princess..I didn't mean to hurt you ever..I never wanted to leave you in this condition...I..." He chocked on his words while crying.

"You still have this pen "she asked suddenly looking at the pen in his pant.

Even I have seen this pen with him so many time. He always keep it like his second skin.

"You gave this to me..how can I throw it. You know how much I love to write poems and shayri for you" he smiled back while cupping her cheeks.

"Yuvraaj " she sit down on her knees while holding him like her life.

I couldn't hold myself anymore. My eyes filled with water. I came outside while leaning my head against the wall. I can hear them crying their heart out. I placed palm on my heart. It was hurting.

Is love like this ?

For some micro second i was little jealous of saanvi. Stupid me. She got someone who loved her more than anything.

Bhai sa...who was caressing her tummy so lovingy that he almost forget where he is..for him only saanvi matters at that time and nothing else.

Raaana sa...who single handedly fought with everyone to punish the person who hurt his sister..who treats her like a kid.

And me too...I really love her now. She is my kid too. I promised her that I will help her meet Bhai sa.

She has so many people to care for her. I doubt if I ever get disappeared from this world, will someone come to find me crossing all the boundaries? No matter where I am.

Who will have fitoor for me ?

Maybe no one..

I shook my head clearing my thoughts.

Just than i heared some noises from outside. I quickly went towards them

"Saanvi...we can't stay here anymore. you need to go " I helped her stood in her feet.

She was crying while looking at me..

"Bhabhi sa...you fulfill your promise...I will never forget it...never ever " she kissed my hand. I kissed her forehead.

I can see they were still not satisfied. There was longing in their eyes for each other.

"Saanvi...it's going to be your decision only..Bhai sa is your culprit. He did wrong to you. What you want to do with him ?" I asked while looking at bhai sa who was staring us confused..

"If he stayed here than i don't think he will be able to survive anymore. Bhai sa won't kill him but what if he died on his own ?" Saanvi stared me in fear while shaking her head in no.

"What you are planning shivanya ? " Bhai sa raised brows while preparing to scold me.

"Bhabhi sa...save him...let him go...please.. " she joined her hands in front of me. I quickly held her hand while kissing them.

"Princess ...don't do this "

" Atleast he will stay alive. Bhai Sa's anger will never calm down. He never forgive easily. He will never let yuvraaj go from here....maybe people will call me stupid for this but I know prince's love was not fake...bhabhi sa...save my baby's father ...please..." She sobbed while wiping her tears.

I can see more tears flowing from Bhai Sa's eyes.

"Taara..take princess from here carefully" I told taara . She looked at Bhai sa one more time and went from there with a smile on her face.

Bhai sa was staring us confused when realization hit him.

"No no..shivanya...what are you planning to do ?" His eyes opened wide in fear.

I took out keys which i stole from raana sa and tried to open the lock but they were not working.

"Damn..they aren't working...no..I can't fail now " i mumbled while looking around to find something

"Shivanya..don't do this. If someone saw you, it can cost your life. This is not our kingdom.." he shouted while moving around in horror.

Just than my eyes falls on a big stick at the corner.

Maybe it will work..

It's now or never...

I took in my hand while gripping it tightly

"Everyone will heart it's noise...no shivanya...don't " he shouted in anger

"Don't worry..No one will hear it's noise.." I smirked while waiting for 3 seconds...just than we hear loud noise of drums from outside...it was so loud that to make anyone deaf.

He looked at me confused..

"Holi celebration is started Bhai sa " i stared him with my all emotions.

"It's holi today " he whispered "it's your favourite festival "

Jai mahadev...

I moved the stick in air while hitting on the lock using my full strength.

"Shivanya..you will hurt yourself " he took step back while fisting his hair..

I again hit the lock..

"Shivanya stop beta.." he requested me again..

But i couldn't stop. I hit the lock 2-3 times when finally it's broke. I was breathing heavily. I really used my whole strength.

He was staring me shocked.

"Bhai sa...I will never forgive you for what you did to saanvi " I said while throwing stick to the side...

"I love her "he replied while sobbing quietly

"I know I can see it in your eyes. But it's too late now " i replied wiping my tears

"Than why are you saving me now " he asked staring me with his tearful eyes

"From childhood till now, you are the only person who protected me. Consider it as my repayment for all the things you have done for me. From giving me education to food. From clothes to care you give me. I will never been able to step in my new life untill I will get free from my old one. And what kind of sister I will be, if I didn't save you " I replied while opening the gate for him

" Before he could transfer you some other place it's the only chance to save you. Everyone is busy in Holi. Until they came to know , rituraj will take you far away from here. I have mentioned everything in the letter..he came to this kingdom to save you..he will take you far away from here "

Bhai sa held my wrist "what do you mean only by me..what about you...Let's go together. I can't leave you here. You married him because of me..you won't get chance to run away again. " he quickly said in worry

"I can't go anywhere Bhai sa " I replied while smiling

He looked at me confused. I took a step back.

"I will stop him here. Till then run away...run away as far as you can go..forget about me bhai sa... Forget that you have a sister...whatever mistake you have made, correct it, marry saanvi and take her respectfully from this kingdom.
We don't have any kingdom, but you have your pride. You were known for your intelligence. Please...I want to feel proud on you Bhai sa.." I shouted while taking back as many steps as I could but he held my shoulder in anger

"I can't leave you here...what kind of brother I will be ? I can't be anymore selfish..."

"If someone found both of us here, all hardwork will get wasted...please Bhai sa..leave " I pushed him away. He was taken a back and was staring me like crazy

" He will kill you " he said helplessly

"He won't " my voice came as whisper barely audible to me.

If I run away today , i will be called as betrayer. he will never believe my words again. And all those words which I said to him were

True.

My feelings were true.

""You know he can kill you. Your voice don't held any confidence shivanya..Why cant you go with me ? " He shouted

(Kyunki hum tabah ho chuke h bhai sa...unki wazah se..unke liye tabah ho chuke h hum ..Hume kuch samazh ni aa raha...Hume bas itna pata h k hum yaha se ni Jaa sakte...parantu aap or vilambh mat kijiye...jaaiye Bhai sa...jaaiye yaha se..)

"Because I am destroyed Bhai sa..I am destroyed for him, by him. I don't know anything except one thing. That i can't go away from here. But you don't delay it anymore..please go...go bhai sa..just go please..." I said while pushing him towards the door.

I can see him clenched his fist while not able to understand what to do..

"I will survive. I will make sure I survive " i whispered in low voice with a smile

"I will come back and marry saanvi in front of whole kingdom...and will make you proud on me " he wiped his tears.

"this is the map I draw...these are the places from where you can securely run... be careful.." i handed him the paper where I marked everything. He was staring me without blinking.

I removed my shawl while covering his shoulder.

"You are looking like a raani sa " he mumbled in low voice

"It's my dream to become one "I joked while shrugging my shoulder

he chuckled while crying some more and kissed my forehead..

I bring him out from there..just than i saw the guard. He quickly hide at corner

"Raani sa...you here " guards asked

"I came to meet my bhai sa..there wasn't any water in the cell..do you want to kill him like this. Do you know what will raana sa do to you, if he die? "I asked in anger

He looked towards the cell "I will bring water raani sa.." He nodded his head and ran from there..

I quickly gestured Bhai sa to go...

"Guard has doubt on you..."bhai sa said in concern.

"We can't hide it for more...of course they will came to know but till this news will reach to raana sa...you have to run away from borders..okay " I said while taking him towards the exit.

He nodded his head while glancing me one more time

"Please be careful..please" he whispered and ran away from there.

I looked round and came out of basement while running towards the room . Raana sa was not there. He must be busy in Holi preparation . I quickly started removing my clothes...

"Taara, dress me best today...."

"Anya..it's holi. People usually wear old clothes and here you bring out your new lehenga "

"Because maybe it will be my last Holi..I marry him so I can kill him. But I couldn't kill him. It's the only option to save bhai sa "

"If there is anyone who could save me today is myself only ...maybe I will survive otherwise..."

"This will be my last shringar for him.."

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