Shivanya's pov

10 years before

I was sleeping in my arya's arms..he is so shy..he isn't even hugging me.

How will we make babies if he do like this. I heared from my friend that husband need to touch his wife.

Ofoooo....I have to teach him a lot of things. I rub my face over his cheeks..

Umm...tch tch... I will shave his beared first..it's itching me...

Maa sa used to say that I will never get any husband..hehe...she will be so happy when she came to know that only at the age of 10 I get my husband.

I was feeling so happy and excited to take him to maa sa..I fast for whole 1 day and mahadev blessed me with him. He even said he won't leave me ever.

Just than I heared some loud noise from outside. I realised arya was not there..

Where is he ?

I quickly stood up to see he was standing with another man...

"Arya...what are you doing outside ?" I called him

"Hurry up Bhai sa...let's go..we don't have time " that man called arya in hurry

And before I could understand anything, he mount on his horse and started riding.

No no...why is he going ? Have I done anything wrong ?

(Ye kya hua ? Arya..kaha Jaa le h aap ? Aryaaaaaaaaaa)

"What ? Arya..where are you doing ? Arya " I shouted while running behind him but he wasnt listening to me.

He was going. Have I done any mistake ? Why was he leaving me ? He didn't even tell me that he was going.

(Arya...luk jaiye (ruk jaiye) ..hum bhaagte bhaagte thak gye h...arya humare pairo m peeda ho Rahi h...ruk jaaiye )

"Arya...stop...am tired of running. Arya please stop . my legs are paining now " I was running without any slippers not caring if stones are digging in my feet.

But He didn't even turn to look at me.

( Luk jaiye arya..mat jaiye..hum aapko tang ni kalenge....)

"Stop arya..don't go..I won't bother you "

"Go back girl.....don't come here..go back to your house right now " he shouted while still riding but didn't stop.

But I was feeling ,if I go than I won't be able to meet him ever again..

(Arya..hum lone(rone) lag jayenge..hasya mat kijiye..luk jaiyega...Humche (humse) bhaaga ni Jaa Raha )

"Arya .I will start crying. Don't joke with me . Stop. I can't run any more " i shouted on top of my voice. My feet was bleeding but I couldn't stop running.

My tears starts flowing. He was going far from me that I can't see him anymore. He said he won't leave me alone . Why is he going ?

Why mahadev ?

Just than my leg stuck on the stone and I fall on the ground..

"Aaahhhhhhh...aryaaa....maa saaaaa " I cried feeling pain in my legs. My knees were bleeding.

"It's paining...fu..fu...Aryaaaaaaaaaaa..." I shouted one more time but just than someone put hand on my mouth from behind while dragging me somewhere

What happend ?

"Who is it ? Leave me . Let me go to my arya..leave me " i quickly tried to push that person and as soon i saw his face scream left my mouth.

"Aahhhhhhhhh...who are you ? Monster ..monster...let me go..." He didn't have one eye...it was bleeding. Although he has wrapped a cloth around it but still it was bleeding so heavily.

I was scared.

I want to go to maa sa...

"Girl, Do you know that man who just go from here ?" He asked a little shocked.

I quickly nodded my head in yess..

"He is my Arya..of course I know him..but leave me..i have to go..I have to stop him uncle..leave me " i tried to come out of his grip but he held my arm more tighter.

He looked towards his guard.

"He ran away prince. We couldn't caught him " his guard bowed

"Let him go " uncle smiled while pulling me closer to him

"Why prince ? He poked your eyes on day of your wedding with princess chandni and ran away from kingdom. We should give him death which he would remember for generations "

"What that man said to you, where was he going ?" He asked me in anger

"I don't know but He will come to meet me for sure...he promised me that he won't leave me " I sobbed while trying not to look at his eyes

"Do you think he will come here ?" Uncle asked his man while staring me up and down. I was feeling strange. Arya didn't look me like this.

"Uncle let me go...please..you are scary " my eyes filled up with tears. I was feeling like vomiting.

"Isn't she is grown up more than just to be a kid ? I have heared that woman of this tribe is of ethereal beauty but I am seeing it for the first time ? "

"Prince......princess Chandni must be waiting for you "

"I have snatched her from him. She is mine now...she choose me over him..she won't go anywhere...but I don't understand what he was doing with this girl here " uncle shouted like a mad person while staring me with creepy eyes

I couldn't understand what they were talking about but my heart was racing in fear.

"He is my husband..ofcourse he would be here " i replied while wiping my nose and sobbing.

"Husband....interesting " he smiled widely while showing all his teeth. It was dirty and yellow..

Just than he pushed me towards him,

"Ahhhh...leave me...uncle....leave me " I shouted.. his smell wasnt good...I was feeling dirty..

"Leave her prince, She is just a little girl and ." His guard tried to speak but Just than he slapped his guard.

"Did i ask for your opinion?" He shouted on him . Guards quickly shook his head in fear

"Sorry prince..i didn't mean to "

I froze on my spot. That slap was so hard. His eyes turned red in anger..

"Uncle..." I whispered in low voice. Will he beat me too now ?

"Do you want me to take you to your Arya ?" He asked..suddenly his expressions turned from anger to smile..

"Will you take me to him ?" I asked with hope..

Maybe this uncle is not so bad. He will take me to my arya.

"Come with me " he gestured towards his guard something which I couldn't understand and take me with him.

That guard was standing on the spot while looking down. He wasn't coming with us.

"Let me take you to your husband girl" he smiled making me smile too...I will go to arya..hehe...

I walked some steps with him but realized he was walking at the wrong direction. He was taking me towards the jungle. It was so dark and covered with plants and trees.

No one goes to this side.

"Uncle...Arya ran from that side...it's wrong direction " i pointed quickly

"I know girl....but before taking you to your husband , let me also enjoy a little " He laughed and stopped while started opening his pant. I took a step back .

What is he doing ?

"You know I am angry with him so much that I will destroy everything which is his. I won't let him stay happy ever. You know your arya is such a bad person..he did this to my eye " he shouted while removing that cloth from his eye..

"Aahhhhhhhhhh..no no no..i don't want to see it..." I shouted looking at the blank spot instead of his eyes. It was disgusting and scary..

" You said he will come back right. I didn't know he was interested in kids. Hahahahaha...but his all things will be my only. I hate him so so much. Moreover you aren't looking like a kid..aaahhh..such a beauty " he pushed me on the ground in a swift motion.

"Aahhhh...it's paining ...uncle..let me go "

But he didn't listen to me..There was just an anger on his face. He quickly raised my skirt while touched my core ..my eyes opened wide..

"No...leave me...what are you doing ? leave me.." I shouted trying to push him but he pinned my hand to the ground while hovered above me..

He was heavy that I couldn't move..just than i felt huge pain on my core..

I could feel him inserting his finger...

"it's hurting..it's hurting too much...maaa saa...aaryaaaaaaaa.....it's hurting...aaaahhhhh..." I was struggling to come out of his hold. I tried to hit him with my knees but nothing was working..

"Hahaha ...I haven't even don't anything yet you are shouting like this. You are so tight and young. It has been so many times to meet girl like you. Chandni is nothing in front of me. let me enjoy some girl "

"No no..you are a bad uncle...leave me...you are hurting me..leave .." I slapped his shoulder as hard as I could but he didn't took out his finger.

Just than he throw his lion cloth while touching his private part.

It was disgusting..

I wanted to vomit.

Tears were coming out from my eyes...I feel his hard part on my panties..he was going to push it inside..

No no...

It's paining ..

I don't want this..

"Aryaaaaa....save me from bad uncle....leave me...." I shouted on top of my voice while crying badly.

Before he could push that dirty things I side me Just than i heared loud noise of horse footsteps coming towards our side...he stopped suddenly..

"Hurry up..find shivanya...quickly "

It was bhai sa's voice. He was here .my bhai sa was here...

Just than that guard came running to that uncle..

"Prince....samay is here. She is his sister. We have to go....he is here with his whole army..if he find out that you are doing this to his sister than... "

"Damn...I was so close...what his army is doing here ? " Uncle shouted loudly

"Don't know prince..but he is not alone. Please hurry up "

He quickly wear his lioncloth and was going to run when I held his wrist..

"Just wait ..you hurt me na..let my bhai sa punish you...Bhai saaaaaaa...Bhai saaaa am here..." I shouted while crying loudly.." this uncle hurt me .bhai saaaaaaaaa "

"You rubbish girl..how dare you " he pushed me harshly. I couldn't balance myself and my head hit on the tree...

"Aaahhhhhhh....it's paining..." my head was bleeding. I feel everything turning blur in front of me..

Just than Bhai sa came running towards me. His eyes opened wide looking at me. My skirt was raised, my knees were bleeding, my blouse almost torned.

He quickly hugged me while covering me with his clothes.

"Shivanya..ohh God...shivanya are you okay ? Who did this to you ? Am here beta...sshhh...Guards hurry up...find that person , he must not have run far "

"Bhai saa....." I couldn't stop myself and cried as loud as i could.

Bhai sa tried to find that uncle but couldn't found him. Don't know where he had gone. That was the scariest and painful night of my life. Every night i used to dream that uncle's face torturing me.

But along with that uncle's face, i also used to see my arya's face too. It always calms my mind.

But even then I didn't loose hope to meet my arya.

Bhai sa wanted to take me to kingdom but i denied because I thought he would come back.

I waited for him for 6 months at same place..but arya never returned. I cried a lot. I cried every day.

Bhai sa couldn't saw me like this and called a physician

"Doctor do something, she was crying continuously. Is she okay ? She isn't even telling me anything " bhai sa said in concern "it has been 6 months. She isn't even eating properly.."

"It seems she is in some kind of trauma..I can prescribe some medicine prince but..."

"But "

" I can prescribe you some medicine to calm her mind but prince make sure she won't take these medicines for long. Too much dosage can affect her brain or memories " physician instructed

"Whoever hurted her this bad..i won't leave him easily. He would pay for it " bhai sa said while kissing my forehead and I cried some more.

I understood that arya will never come again. I don't want to hurt my bhai sa anymore.

Those medicines really worked for me....I didn't see that uncle's face again but whenever I used to touch myself down, I could feel the pain .

His dirty fingers make me feel vomit.. he couldn't r*pe me..but still i felt disgusting..

One day, I was walking with taara at nearby area. Bhai sa told me to take some fresh air. Just than my eyes falls on a shop.

It was written

"Piercing shop "

"Taara what is this shop ?"

"It's for piercing..I have done my ear piercing here last week. I didn't feel any pain...they are expert in it " taara chirped excitedly

"Can they do piercing anywhere ?" I asked thinking of something.

She nodded her head in yess while looking me confused but I made up my mind where I want to get my piercing.

I can bear any pain except of those dirty fingers.

I didn't tell Bhai sa that I was still taking those medicines. But as time passes, i realised the effect of those medicines.

I seem to forget a portion of my childhood. Those 3 days which i spend with him, The person whom I used to call my arya, all seems to get blurry in my mind. I don't remember exactly how he looked except some shadow and blur images..

But still i didn't stop taking those medicines.

At present

Looking at one eye person in front of me, some flashback came in front of my eyes.

He was holding my duppatta while staring me with creepy eyes...I don't remember that man in my childhood who dared to ra*e me..but looking at man in front of me, he remind me of that person.

He got frozen for some seconds after looking at me but get back to normal soon.

(Bahut khub..bahut khub...kya khubsurat badan h )

"Beautiful.. beautiful. How beautiful your body is " he was mumbling under his breath.

"No no.....leave me..leave me...stay away.." I shouted while keeping palm on my ears. I forget where I am and am not a kid anymore. But that incident came to surface in my mind.

I quickly took step back to hide more in corner and sit on my knees.

"Stay away from me..stay away " i kept mumbling. I could feel him taking my dupatta from the ground and wrapping it around his palm

"Ohh my my....and here your husband was saying that i should be scared of you..hahahahahaha " he started laughing.

"My husband " i whispered..

"Fire...fire where are you ?" Just than I heared his faint voice. It was very far from here but still i could hear it.
My eyes opened suddenly. I looked around quickly while coming back to my senses.

I was going to shout when I saw how eagerly that person was looking out of the window.

"What that bastard is doing here....hahah..but it's good. This time he will create problem for his own. I am waiting for just one more mistake of yours. Last time King had given you one last chance. If you did any other mistake, he will show you your true position " he gritted his teeth while smiling

Who is he ?

He bring his attention towards me.

"I even bring my another eye to see you ...no doubt...advay is really very lucky. His eyes always target beautiful things " he came more closer to me while crouching down to my level.

I sucked a breath while fisting my hand. He was staring me just like that man was staring in my childhood.

I was feeling zoned out again. My head started spinning.

Shivanya..arya is here..nothing will happen. Nothing will happen. I keep chanting in my head.

He moved his hand towards my hair. To my hairline.

My hair.

I didn't allow anybody to touch or see them except one man.

I took a deep breath and Before he could do anything, I held his hand and bite it hard...

He was as taken aback as he didn't expected this. His one eye opened wide and another eyes which he was holding in a box falls down.

My heart raced in fear looking at the round black eyes rolling on ground like marble. I quickly closed my eyes not able to see it.

"Aaahhhhhhhhhh..how dare you ?" He shouted in pain while trying to pull back his hand

My teeth are my weapons. They get more sharped after practicing on Raana sa. I don't want to taste any other man's flesh in my mouth so I dig my teeth more to almost take out his blood.

"You bitch...I will kill you " he raised his hand to slap me when I quickly pulled back.

"yeas..am a bitch and I won't let anyone touch me...not even to slap" I shouted while pushing him away using my all strength and ran from there as fast as I could without turning back...

"You will pay for it bitch...I will make sure to repay you both husband wife " he shouted like maniac.

I ignored him and ran more fast.

"Fire..I thought to give you a surprise. I bring my donkey..where are you ?" His voice was becoming more clear. He is near..

Don't stop shivanya..don't stop this time. Just run.

I didn't care my dupatta was still in that man's hands. Except my raana sa's voice i couldn't hear anything at that time....

Just than his eyes falls on me.

"Fire.."

I cling to his chest like my life depend on him. It was with such force that he took some steps back while standing like statue.

"Bacha...what happened ? Is something happened ?" He asked in serious yet calm voice.

I was feeling so relief listening to his voice. It seems I have waited for 10 years. His voice was sweetest of all melodies that resonates deep within my soul. There is a kindness in his tone , a soothing feel that calms even the stormest sea of my heart.

"Bacha .say something..what happened ? Why you come here running like this ? Is someone there ? " He raised his voice when I didn't say anything for what seems like enternity

"Let me go and check " he was doing to run away at that direction when I hold his kurta tightly. I just don't want to separate from him at that moment.

"Arya..." I whispered feeling like bursting out in tears "I want to go from here....bad uncle...bad uncle....childhood..please take me away from here...please"

"Fire..sshh..am here..nothing happened to you....calm down...I won't let anything happen to you..." He kissed me at centre of my hairline. Just like last night.

Don't know why but I liked it when he kissed me there.

I was going to pull back to walk with him, but just than he picked me in his took me in his arms.

"My dupatta " i shivered in realization that there was no dupatta over my head "I can't go like this "

(Lajja netro m honi chahiye, vastro se nahi..or aap humare saath h. Aap p uthne waali har nazar ko pehle humse hoke guzarna hoga..)

"Respect should be seen from eyes not from clothes. And you are with me. Every eyes raised on you should have to go through me first " his voice was cold and merciless while looking at store room's direction. It feels indirectly he was telling me something else.

I gulped while controlling my sobs and  quickly hide my face in crook of his neck trying to control my breathing . I don't want him to see my tears. I don't want him to think that am weak.

He bring me to the room while make me sit on the bed. He was going to stood up but i didn't leave his kurta. He raised me a little while making me sit on his lap.

Don't know for how long I kept sitting like a kitten curled into a ball but his lap was perfect for me.

"Bacha..now tell me what happened ? " he asked in calm tone but I could hear anger beneath it. I felt like words stuck in my throat. I hide my face some more.

I was waiting for him to hug me back and said some soothing words in my ear. I don't want to think about that incident.   

(Aap humare sabar ka imtehaan le Rahi h raani sa...Hume bataiye..kya hua h ?)

"Now you are testing my patience Raani sa. Tell me what happened ?" This time he raised his voice in frustration making me jump a little on his lap in fear.

His eyes were blazing in anger. Just than i came to my senses. I shouldnt have run like that.

"Raana sa.." i mumbled in low voice

"Why did you come here running like this. Tell me what happened ?" He asked again.

There was so much anger in his eyes but my heart wanted to see something else.

His Care.

I was cling to his chest but he didn't raise his hand even for once to hug me. I blinked my tears to not let them fall down and fisted his shirt more tightly.

I know I left my ishq in the hands of destiny but what if it isn't in my destiny. Should I really left everything in hands of my destiny ? My stupid heart was getting impatient. It's expectations are increasing.

He let me hold him till my breath calm down and this make me feel more like crying.

Am I burdening him from my feelings ? He could touch me there where no one is allowed, but can't he hug me ? Can't he hide me in his arms ?

It seems he would kill everyone without even thinking if I say even a single word. His hand was already touching his sword at side and ready to pull it out. But I couldn't see that care in his eyes for me.

I didn't know who that person was and what he wanted from me.

But that man wasn't looking scared of raana sa. It seems he wanted him to fight. There is something strange going on here.

I doubt if I told him,what he would do ? Maybe he would definitely fight with everyone but just because am his biwi..

And nothing else !

I gulped down while calming myself. I will never fall weak. This is my fight.
Moreover, the way I have bitten him, am sure he would remember it for forever. It won't get heal soon as I almost peeled his skin.

I smiled in satisfaction and wiped tears from corner of my eyes quickly. And I said what my mind think right at that time.

"Nothing happened raana sa. There were so many rats there. I hate rats. I am scared of them.  Why did you call me at store room ?" I whispered while he was staring me blankly

Advay's pov

"I didn't call you at store room.i reached there because guard told me that they saw you at that side. What were you doing at that abondoned store room  " As soon i replied she looked at me wide eyes before going back to normal.

"Ohhh...maybe I wrongly heared it than " she said while moving away from my lap but I hold her head while digging it back to my chest.

She thought for a second but quickly fisted my kurta and cling to my chest. She was trying to behave normal but grip of her hand on my kurta was telling something else.

I had never seen her like this. She is not someone who will get scared of rats. She wasn't even scared during war time.

Infact she took out her sword like a true warrior and dared to challenge me in front of everyone.

So, how can she get scared of rats and
why her eyes were looking so different today.

"You were saying something about childhood ?" I raised my eyebrow remembering she was saying something about uncle.

"I came to remember something from my childhood. Thats why it slipped from my mouth by mistake " she replied without any emotions in her voice

I looked at her suddenly. Does she remember anything about us.  Somewhere i was feeling happy to know that she remembered something.

I wanted to discuss those 3 days with her and wanted to see her embarased face. It would be so fun.

"What do you remember from your chil...." Before i could complete my sentence she interuppted

"I don't want to remember anything of my childhood "

My breath hitched for a second. I have never seen her this way of talking before.

My bacha. I was going to touch her shoulder when she came down from my lap and sit on bed. I was feeling empty. My lap was feeling too big and useless  without her.

She was going to remove her hand but I hold her wrist and pulled her back in my lap.

"Who told you to move ?" I glared her.

"Raana sa.." before she could complete her sentence I interuppted

"Why you don't want to remember it ?" I asked rubbing her hand over my kurta.

"Because Someone had break my trust " she replied staring blankly at floor. her tone held so much hate while saying this.

My hand unknowingly held her wrist a little tight

"Who ?" I asked somewhere hoping that she was talking about someone else but my stomach was feeling a knot.

Did I eat something wrong in the morning ? It was paining.

"I don't remember exactly but there are just some blur memories. I thought he was my husband " she whispered while staring in my eyes for a second to see my reaction.

She must be thinking that I will get angry on her as I did when I saw her with that rituraj.

"Continue " i said in firm tone. She again put back her head on my chest.

" I was just 10 years old at that time and didnt even know what husband means but he break my trust.. I will never ever forgive him ..I hate him..." She replied in firm tone without any doubt.

Her innocent heart was hurted because of me. I fisted my hand behind my back.

"He promised me to stay with me but he break it in just some hours. Because of him, i was almost going to ra.." she paused while breathing heavily.

"What he did to you ? Because of him what happened ?" I asked impatiently. My heart was racing. Why am feeling so strange ?

"Nothing. Nothing happened. I was left all alone " she smiled a little " I was stupid to call him Arya. He doesn't deserved to be my husband..I wish I could go back and turn the time so I could have never met him again in this life "

I was feeling like someone stab at my heart. I have never felt like this before.

"What will you do if he comes in front of you some day ? " Words slipped out of my mouth.

" I don't know. I hate him so much that Maybe I would have  kill him " there was an evil smile on her face along with satisfaction. She wanted to give him pain.

Not any other person. But  me . 

Hate and anger were clearly evident in her tone.

I was feeling suffocated. I need some fresh air..I make her sit on the bed.

"You should take some rest. Don't worry...you are safe here...I won't let anything happen to you " i said while taking step back.

She was staring me with her those big eyes telling not to go but I can't give her what she wanted at that time.

"Arya.."

She whispered in her low voice but couldn't stay with her at that moment.

I ignored her and came out from there while moving towards another room where I usually go to calm my mind. Suddenly, my mind and heart was feeling heavily.

I opened my drawer and took out my cigaar. As soon puff of smoke started going inside my body a relief started to spread.

Cigar after cigar went in my body.

It has started to become my new kind of relief.

I leaned against my chair while couldn't stop my laugh. I was feeling like laughing my heart out.

She hates me.

Hahaha...she hates me too.

Infact She hates me the most.

What If she came to know that the person she hate so much is me ?

I couldn't stop my laughing . hahahhhaa.

"Bhai sa..you are smoking too much..it's not good for your health " dev came there whole opening some window. I didn't realise i finished so many cigaar in one go. Whole room filled with its smoke.

(Dev, aap jaante h Ishq ki asli aukat kya h ?)

"Dev, do you know what's true status/face  of Ishq ?" I asked while looking at ceiling and swing back and forth on my swinging chair

"What do you mean Bhai sa ?" He asked

(Jab tak kisi insaan ko mitti m milake khaak na kar de...to vo ishq hi kaisa ?)

"What kind of ishq it will be if I couldn't destroy the person who fall for it " i replied looking at his confused face.

I have heared this line many years before and suddenly it comes to my mind now.

(Isliye Hume Ishq p kabhi bharosa nahi..hum barbaad hone waalo m se nahi..barbaad karne waalo m se h )

"Thats why I don't believe on Ishq. I am not someone who would get destroyed but can destroy anything or anyone " i smiled

( Ishq aapne Kiya h shivanya. Anzam jo bhi ho..chahe aapki marzi se ya jabardasti..na aap hume maar payengi...or na hi dur Jaa payengi...hum aapko kabhi Satya ka  ni pata lagne denge..hum kabhi pata ni chalne denge k jis vyakti se aap itni nafrat karti h vo or koi nahi. Balki hum h..)

"You have done ishq shivanya. Now whatever the consequences are, either by your choice or forcefully , neither you will be able to kill me nor will be able to go away from me..i will never let you know this truth. I will never let her came to know that the person who she hate so much is me "

I won't let her go anywhere. I won't.

I made up my mind. I have waited for 10 years. I am not going to wait anymore.

"Bhai sa what are you talking about ?" Dev asked confused.

"I need someone to keep eye on fire 24x7. She was hiding something from me " I asked lightning another cigar

I am sure she was hiding something from me. I didn't force her as she wasn't ready to speak but i can't let this matter go so easily.

"Do you want me to appoint any guard ?" Dev asked quickly

"I can't trust guards of these palace. " I replied

"Don't worry..I will guard bhabhi maa..I will stay with her all the time " dev replied seriously

"No..not you. She could have killed you. She hasn't forgive you yet " I rolled my eyes.

Dev shut his mouth while scratching his head "Yeaah..it's possible too "

"I want someone who can't go against her and at same time  " I was thinking of someone.

Just than something click in my mind

"Dev...Where is Ethiraj ? " I asked looking at my ash tray.

"Don't know Bhai sa. No one has seen him since morning. After you send him , his " he hesitated a little before completing " his another eye, i heared he was behaving strange. He wasn't in his senses and getting angry on everyone"

I know I have pointed to his weakest point. He would definitely do something. But he shouldnt involved my fire in it.

She is my one and only bacha..even I don't know what I will do this time to you Ethiraj.

"Find out where he had gone since morning " i instructed dev who nodded his head quickly.

Just than we heared some noise from outside..

"What's this noise ?"

Dev goes near the window and pulled curtain to look outside.

" Ohhh..bhai sa there was a bangle seller. Maa sa called her so all princess and maid can purchase something. It seems everyone is so excited " he replied while having a smile on his face and his cheeks turning little red and stood on his toes to look it closely

"Why are you so eager to see a bangle seller " I raised brow. I have never seen him this excited before.

"Nothing Bhai sa..." he quickly deny while getting startled " I couldnt even see woman who are selling bangles . i hope she isn't getting buried by them " he mumbled in low voice

I removed the curtain to see a huge crowd of women. From maids to queens everyone was there. It was looking a mela.

There were everyone except fire.

She was standing far away while drawing some random pattern from her delicate alta feet on the ground. She wasn't even looking towards the bangles.

She slowly hug herself while lost in her thoughts.

"Dev.."

"Jiii Bhai sa "

" tell me how to hug someone without crushing their body " I asked looking at my hand.

He looked at me suddenly.

"Bhai sa..last time you almost break my bones " dev looked at me in fear" please..you hug so tight that you could have killed just by hug....you  hug only your enemy to hurt them "

I have hug only my enemies. It's fun to crush them like insects. There is no one whom I can hug ...so i didn't think it was necessary to learn it.

Narayani hug me herself. I just have to pick her in my arms. So it isnt difficult.

But fire....her body is so delicate, i doubt if I hold her even little tight , she would die on the spot. I can't kill her right now.

"I know. Tell me how to hug like a human ? " I asked while finishing my another cigar

"You must have known after all you finished all the ladoos last night "

"What did you say dev ?" I glared him

"Hehe...nothing . Bhai sa no one can tell how to hug. It is to be done practically. Do you want me to hug you Bhai sa ?" He asked laughing while opening his arms widely..

"Never ever. You stink dev..my nose blocked by your smell " he stink so much. I can't risk my nose.

"I don't smell even this much..what if she also smelled bad from me " he whispered in low voice

"Who ?"

"No one bhai sa..I will come soon .I have some work to do...I am going to bath in itar ( perfume ) today "

"But dev....hey...where the hell are you running idiot ? I was asking that "

But till than he was already gone .

"I was asking how to care for someone ? " I mumbled. That's the best way to manipulate someone. I will care for her so much that she won't be able to leave me ever.

So from where should I start ?

Should I first make her cry and than shut her up. She will think that i care for her .

Or should I push her in some problem and than save her like hero ?

This is so cheesy and cringe. I rolled my eyes.

Damn..I should have learned how to care. I mentally slapped myself.

Just than i saw a guard goes towards her. It seems he was sneaking here secretly. He gave her a box.

My eyes opened wide.

From this far, I couldn't see properly, but it was looking like a box of bangle. Just than my eyes falls on his finger.

He was wearing red Ruby ring.

He was the Guard of Rituraj . I have noticed that jamrath's all guards and king wear a strange kind of Ruby ring.

He kept rubbing his finger on ring everytime. I found it interesting so steal one.

Ofcourse from guard..by killing him.

But what I came to know that This ring is very very poisonous. Normal people won't come to know about it but It could be opened from above and contains poison specially made in jamrath.

If someone even by mistake just touch that poison , he could die on the spot. No one can save him.

They don't give this ring to anyone, until they want to kill that person.

But what irked me was , fire accepted that box of bangle.

"Fuck care ! " I cursed under my breath.

Shivanya pov

He left the room without saying anything. I didn't realize when I spoke that much about my childhood.

I called someone else arya. Was he feeling angry ?

I was in the room when I heared noise from outside. I came to know that maa sa used to invite bangle seller in the palace for all the ladies here.

There were so many varities of bangles and kangan. I lowered my eyes while standing at the corner. I wasn't feeling like to even look at them.

Just than a guard came there.

"Princess...prince rituraj send this " he gave me the box.

It was a bangle box but underneath those bangles a letter was there. Guard nodded his head and went from there.

I have written to him to tell me whether Bhai sa reached to him safely or not ? Although raana sa promised me that he wont do anything to bhai sa.

But still I wanted to confirm by myself. I am just double checking it.

"There are so many people here. I can't read it now..taara take it to room and hide it " I instructed her..she quickly hide that box under her dupatta and went from there.

Just than i remembered something.

"Gua.." I was going to call guard but stopped. I opened the knot of my dupatta to see the ruby ring which rituraj gave me when I and raana sa went to kuldevi maa darshan.

"He said to give it to bhai sa but I didn't get the chance to give it to him. Its looking so precious and different. It seems it is handmade. I should give it back to rituraj..maybe next time " i whispered and tied that ring again in my dupatta.

(Bai sa...thaare haath to bahut khile h...ye waalo kangan lo )

"Bai sa ...you hands are looking so soft and beautiful . You should take this kangan "

I saw a woman in her sixties was staring at my hand with a warm smile while taking out a bangle from her bag

(Ye thare haath p p khub jachenge. Inpe kundan ki kaarigari h..khaas Maine mhare haatho se ki h..)

"These will look so good in your wrist. I have done kundan karigari on them with my own hands " she smiled proudly. And she was right. I have never seen such a beautiful bangle with so much detailed design.

It was looking so beautiful.

"Is she your daughter " I asked looking at the girl in her twenties who was sitting beside her while showing everyone bangle with a smile on her face.

She got dimples everytime she smiled. She was so pretty but it seems she was looking for someone. She kept looking around.

(Mhari beti h Bai sa.. heer naam h iska par bol or sun na sakti...sirf ishaare samazhti h....ab to aise hi iski zindagi beetegi..itna na kamate hum k chori ka ilaaz Kara sake...Maine to kaha tha ise k Ghar p baith par har baar zid karke mhaare saath churi bechne aa jaave h )

"She is my daughter , her name is heer. but she can't hear or speak. She understand only sign language. Now she has to spend her life like this. I can't earn this much that I can take her for treatment. I told her many times to sit at home and rest but everytime she forced me to bring her here and sell bangles " she explained while caressing her head. Heer was looking at me shyly.

"Heer you are so beautiful " I signed to her. She and her mother both were looking at me shocked.

(Bai sa..thaare ko isshare karne aate h ? )

"Bai sa...you know how to do sign language ?" Woman asked me in shock.

"I learnt it because i found it interesting " I replied with a smile ..

(Bai sa ..the mhaari taraf se ye laal hare rang ki churiya...nazar na lag jaaye bai sa aapko maahri. The bahut khubsurat ho or je churiya Lage h thare liye hi bani h.. )

"Bai sa...you take these red and green bangles from my side. I hope you won't caught any evil eye. You are so beautiful and I think these bangles are made just for you " she smiled widely while do thu thu thu so I won't caught evil eye.

I couldnt stop my smile on her gestures. She was feeling like a family member.

I stared at the bangles and removed that from my wrist.

"I can't take these bangles but.." I take red thread from her to tie on wrist which she was selling along with her bangles in return took out some gold coins from my waist band. In these years , I have done some savings. I know these are not enough for her daughter's treatment but it could help her a little.

I put them in her hand while closing her fist so no one can noticed it.

(Ye aapki beti k liye humari taraf se. Mahadev se prarthna karenge k inhe Aisa var de jo inhe sir aankho p bitha k rakhe )

"This is for your daughter. I will pray to Mahadev that your daughter get husband who will love her like eternity "

"But Bai sa..I "

"Am raani sa...you can't deny me " i glared her. She smiled towards me..Every person has its own dignity and no one is allowed to disrespect them.

Maybe I can talk to raana sa for her daughter's treatment.

I stood up from there and went to go
Just than heer caught my wrist. I turned to look at her.

She forward red colour Bangles towards me...she thought that I didn't like previous one.

I chuckled towards her..

"Maybe some other day " I gestured towards her she smiled back at me while nodding her head but she was still looking around.

"Are you looking for someone " I signed her again.

She quickly shook her head while go back to sit back her maa sa but her eyes were desperately searching for someone.

I was going from there when I saw maa sa.

"Come here raani sa..have you purchase something ?" She asked smiling.

I nodded my head. Ofcourse I get that thread. So I am not lying.

Just than chandni bhabhi came there. She stopped staring at me but turn her face away.

"Maa sa...I need to discuss something about you related to harem.There are some things required for harem"

"Harem " i mumbled confused

"Where Advay's all mistress lived.Till date, princess chandni is taking care of their needs. From food to clothes, she done everything . They really respect her alot. " Maa sa replied while smiling towards chandni.

But I was feeling somewhere burning feeling inside me . I want to know how much woman he has. And with whom he had...

I paused and quickly shook my head.

"Maa sa...can I do arrangements for harem ?" I asked. Before maa sa could say anything chandni bhabhi sa interuppted

"advay's all needs are taken care by me..I don't have any problem to continue it maa sa " she spoke stressing each and every word with a smile.

I didn't like her the way she said his needs. I was feeling that she doesn't like me at all.

She always look me strangely.

"It's because he wasn't married bhabhi sa but I am here now. Maa sa...if you don't mind, I will take care of it " i replied with a smile.

"If chandni doesn't have any problem than ofcourse raani sa " maa sa smiled and went from there.

"Of course why not? You are also daughter of a mistress. You must have known it better afterall you don't get any identity of yours " she mocked me.

My mother was also a mistress of father. I was born in a harem. I know how it feels to live there but I am not ashamed of it.

"I don't get any identity because I know I am that much capable that I can create my own identity bhabhi sa " i smiled " and I will definitely create my own identity " i said  with determination and took list from her hands.

"I will make sure, they won't get any discomfort " i completed

She smiled towards me while shaking her head.

"Sure raani sa...sure...by the way " she paused a little and came closer to me "Didn't you get any bangle ?" She asked staring my empty wrist.

"Oops..advay didn't like it..right " she laughed " should I tell you why ? "

I looked her suddenly .

"He can't sleep because of it's noise. He is light sleeper . You must have known" she came more closer to my ear  " he has such a beautiful mole on his right side of back. You should see it for sure. It's beautiful  "

My eyes opened wide. She smiled while tracing her bangles "these are so pretty. I am so glad that i can wear them as much as i want " she rolled her eyes and went from there.

I fisted my hand.

"Anya..." Taara whispered " you should have gave a savage reply to her. Do you want me to do that ? I am feeling angry..aren't you feeling angry ?  "

"Not for mole. Because That mole is not at right side..it's left side. Who will know it better than me? " I scoffed while whispering to myself but there is something about chandni bhabhi sa which was not settling with me.

How can someone talk about her jeth jii like this ?

"But  my concern is, How did she know he has a mole ?" i glared towards the direction where I saw him staring me some minutes before.

He was not there anymore.

"Arya..you don't know me...am telling you..." I feel my nails digging in my palm.

(Roke baithe waali raajkumariyo m se nahi h hum, Jeena haram kar denge hum aapka.. )

"I am not someone who will cry like other princess. I will make your life hell "

Just than i felt pain in my abdomen while feeling something release from my body.

"Aahh..."

"Anya...is it ?" Taara asked in concern. I nodded my head in pain.

Advay pov

Why he was giving her bangles ? Only husband is allowed to do that and why she accepted it ?

Is she still have feelings for rituraj ?

My mind couldn't think anything except the line that she hates me.

I was moving towards the room but as soon i reached there i noticed no one was there.

"Where is Raani sa ?" I asked maids

"Raana sa..she is in the room at back side " one of the maid came and replied in low voice

What is she doing there ? That room wasnt even cleaned. I was going towards that room when maid came in front of me.

"Raana sa, you can't meet her " she said

"Why ? " I raised my brows in anger " And how dare you stop me ? " I shouted " who told you that you can stop me ?"

"Lower down your voice Advay " maa sa came there

"It's me who told them to not let you meet her " she came and gestured maids to go.

"Where is my Biwi ? " I asked coming to the point. " I wanted to see her right now. What have you done to her ? "

"Raana sa...she is having her time of month . Don't worry she is safe but She can't come out. She is impure. She can't touch anything for 7 days " maa sa replied calmly

"Time of month" i looked her confused but just than something come in my mind " So you mean to say that I can't meet my biwi for 7 days " I looked her in disbelief.

"That room isnt even cleaned properly " I gritted my teeth " how dare you to let her stay in that room ?"

"This is not something new raana sa. Every woman has to go through this. She will stay in another room for 7 days. She has to make her own food,  can't go to temple and can't sit with us until she gets purified " she glared me while raising her voice.

I fisted my hand.

"And what will happen if someone touched her ?" I asked

"It's a sin..you will also get her sin so she should stay alone these days. " She replied seriously making me chuckle.

"Why are you laughing raana sa..I am not making any joke " she shouted.

"Congratulations maa sa...you give birth to a sinner like me " i smiled widely.

She looked at me confused " what do you mean ?"

"She is my bacha. Not some culprit. I won't let her live alone in that shitty room . I will take her all sin by myself " I announced while moving towards that room .

"Advay...you can't do that...stay away..advay  " she shouted while running behind me along with maids.

Shivanya pov

I was listening  everything and before I could process it Just than door opened and he was standing there while staring me. There was a curtain between us because of which he couldn't see me yet.

I saw him taking a step towards me.

"I can't go out of this room " i said loud while taking step back

"You really won't come out ?" He asked in deep and calm voice

I shook my head feeling my eyes moist " no "

"Okay than " he said while taking a step back and go out. I took a deep breath but somewhere feeling bad. Even I don't know why.

And just than i heared a loud voice and my heart. It has never raced like this ever before. Not at the time when I said about ishq.

"Guards...bring my things here..I will stay here for 7 days " he roared loudly making everyone gasped in shock.

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Is raana sa virgin or not ? (Revelation) .

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